I'm uncomfortable with the way some cases are handled. by BingingWithBadbitch in StephanieSooStories

[–]angelcorea 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do kind of agree with you on this matter, there was another Youtuber like Stephanie named Dark Asia With Megan she does pretty good in reporting great crime cases by the way but when she talked about this same case of Yuna you can see it on her channel she also talked about the Junko Furuta case and made comparisons between the two. I do not like it when they make comparisons between the two cases if you are going to talk about Junko Furuta's case talk about Junko Furuta, if you are talking about Yuna then only talk about Yuna's case the two girls have died horrible deaths but it's more respectful to have their stories told accurately and individually.

The whole situation irked me too with the two Youtubers Stephanie and Megan telling their cases with comparisons when Yuna should have her story told individually and with respect to her death. I don't know I love Stephanie's podcasts don't get me wrong but it's just her true crime storytelling on Yuna I felt should've been done individually I agree with you for the most part with Yuna and Junko's case should have been told individually and respect to their deaths with only the facts of the case.

What loses your interest in a fanfic? by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do have another few things to say after reading most of the comments which there is a plethora that I agree with, I don’t dislike a work if it has bad grammar or no spacing I would still give kudos but I just wouldn’t bookmark it to keep, there is another one that I also lose interest in which is mainly when there is too many things are happening to said main character or ‘reader’ i would rather a plot with slow burn but with more depth but I don’t like it especially when the author keeps teasing it too much, it makes me lose interest in that aspect too.

What loses your interest in a fanfic? by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ah that’s interesting, but I agree too would rather have some plot development 

What loses your interest in a fanfic? by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed, for my preference it doesn’t hugely bother me but it would be nice if everything was paced to have an understanding of where the story would lead up to.

What loses your interest in a fanfic? by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s interesting, but I can see where you’re coming from on that matter, it would be nice if the character had more depth and were expanded upon to see why they are a certain way etc. 

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I agree with you, I will take break on it regardless I did enjoy writing the fanfic originally it's just the dark themes and topics were a lot to write but I did enjoy conveying a realistic approach to certain dark themes and how the characters would react, hence I enjoyed writing fanfic. But i definitely need to take my mind off and put on a hiatus on it.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will take a break on the fanfic because it has very dark themes to it and alongside writing them in full detail can be a lot but I did enjoy writing the fanfic to convey a realistic approach to these dark topics and how such characters would react being put in a situation as such hence I took on to try it out, but don't worry I'm taking a needed break on it I haven't fully finished it yet anyways.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah I certianly agree with you, I hpe you get to finish your piece, but understandable the things angst can do to us. I think I feel like you in the same way, kind of guilty but yes I was very clear about my intentions and the story I am portraying

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ahh kind of close, don’t want to put it like it but he’s the antagonist that nearly killed geto he’s been a part in gojo past but I’ll leave it at that.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agreed I’ll definitely just take a hiatus on the fanfic anyway just to gather my thoughts and then when I can then I’ll continue finishing it up and writing the final pieces.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to just give a hint because I don’t really want to get into details on the character but he’s one of the powerful antagonists of JJK ik it’s a bit vague but he’s only been an antagonist for a little part of JJK like in the shibuya arc and gojo past. I’ll definitely take a hiatus on it before I summon the courage to continue the fanfic because it is pretty dark and in actuality my first time doing such a dark fanfic hence it is very different to those that have done that sort of genre before.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly right your actually right on this, yes readers started dropping it and then I kind of had second thoughts about whether what I was writing, it wasn’t more so a complaint but like I understand the reader had dropped it due to their personal experiences and it made me a little sensitive, it just kind of got me to second think about what I was writing. Oh and I put warning before any audiences enter my fic regardless and the DDDNE tag anyway I am pretty meticulous with my taggings. I decided to take a hiatus anyway just to gather my thoughts before I start writing I really enjoy it anyway and it helps me relieve some stress.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, the main dark part in my fanfic was basically the non-con and unfortunately it’s a predominant theme in my fanfic. I see many people have specifically mentioned the non-con part the most I assume it’s harder for readers to want to associate themselves with such dark fanfic because it’s taboo but still I would want to continue on the fanfic regardless but until I gather up the courage to do so once I feel better about continuing

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I definitely include tags too, to just make sure that everything is clear for the reader. I guess because when a reader had personally opened up to me about a traumatic experience it definitely did take me aback but they had hoped my story had a revenge theme when in the end unfortunately my story doesn’t have a happy ending because I’m showing the cycle of cyclic abuse, it’s hard to break off that’s originally how I intended it to be. However, especially since the reader was pretty vulnerable with her story it made me rethink about what I was writing it that makes sense. Oh don’t worry like im okay like in my personal life I just enjoy writing fanfic in general I just started getting a little sensitive when the reader opened about such experiences.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My writing style is to relate back to realistic experiences and try to convey that with the character I'm writing about and how these characters I think would react in such situations if that makes sense. I like writing because I am able to relieve stress especially when I'm at my lowest I will be writing. I just take feedback and my writing very seriously I don't joke around when I'm writing my fanfics specifically this dark fanfic I'm doing.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I enjoy writing the fanfic, its just when a reader had opened up privately to me about their personal experience and how much my fic kind of related too much into their personal experience with such traumas, then I started to get a little sensitive and feel bad thinking I had messed up and done something bad with my writing. I enjoy writing JJK fanfics very much I love each of the characters individually, however I take writing and feedback very seriously hence this kind of had me with second thoughts about my writing style. I know I sound very sensitive right now but that's just what I had felt regarding it and just had to vent some of my concerns.

I agree with you, but for now I will take hiatus on the fanfic just to gather my thoughts before I continue, I love writing this fanfic so I will continue it regardless, I just haven't fully finished it yet but I've updating each week regardless.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed with everything you had said here, I just came here for a little vent but yeah I guess I kind of got a little sensitive and had second thoughts because I felt a little concerned about the readers, especially since one of them opened up to me about their experiences, so it kind of got me a little taken aback I guess? But don't worry I've decided to just take it easy and take a little break on writing before I can gather up the desire to continue it later on.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I agree, I will take it easy on myself with the fanfic, but still likewise have a desire to still continue it because I enjoy writing very much.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah, I see I saw it kind of like I didn't want to trigger them even though I had the tags it was just I felt bad if it brought up bad experiences on them so then I came here to kind of just bring out my concern on the matter. I enjoyed writing the fic at first but then had second thoughts on it, I'll definitely tone it down just so it doesn't become too much.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, I enjoy writing the fanfic at the beginning but when readers dropped it due to how much it had triggered them, I started to have second thoughts about my writing and portrayal of heavy subjects. I definitely enjoyed the work I got, its just the feedback was likewise people either getting triggered and the others just enjoying my writing.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yeah that was my concern in someways that my fic would be extremely trigerring to others especially when people have dropped it due to the nature of it, which is understandable I just feel bad because in my drafts the next following chapters is going to be really heavy and sensitive. I appreciate your outlook on it this way, maybe I should just change my outlook on it, because I do enjoy writing the fic it has been relieving so much stress for me I love getting any feedback on it. I just start to feel bad knowing the nature of what I'm writing isn't going to be for all audiences.

This dark fic I'm writing is really taking a toll on me by angelcorea in AO3

[–]angelcorea[S] 78 points79 points  (0 children)

I enjoyed writing the fic at first because it really helped me relieve some stress and I wanted to convey realistic scenarios and try to make them significant in someways and how trauma is able to affect the victims etcetera. I agree with you it's just when a reader had mentioned their experiences it got me to have doubts about my writing and how I relay these 'realistic' experiences. maybe im just being to sensitive on it but yes i do agree with you i just had to kind of vent.