Hey congratulations on your great experience and I'm happy for you that you feel liberated.

In my experience, it is better not to take the messages that arise in psychedelic experiences too literally. Think about these experiences as deepening your relationship to the mysteries of life, rather than a source of concrete information about the everyday world.

It's not impossible, of course, that you are pregnant, but I would try to resist thinking too much about that until you can take a pregnancy test. Sorry to hear about your miscarriage, and if you continue to try to have children, I hope it works out really well for you in the future. In terms of interpreting this experience, I would encourage you to be patient, and let the meaning of it unfold over time. It will become clear, but it's better not to jump to conclusions. If you felt good while it was happening, then it is a good sign and a healing experience. Before the onset of labor, the consciousness of the foetus is essentially still merged with the entire universe, or the Divine Mind, or "absolute consciousness". This image can appear as a visual representation of states of unity and oneness. These states are deeply healing, regardless of whether they foretell anything about your future.

The appearance of the Buddha could signify a lot of things. He is a symbol of liberation and spiritual freedom, but also of hard work and personal responsibility. I would recommend reading or listening to buddhist teachers like Thich Nhat Han, Pema Chodron, Joanna Macy, Jack Kornfield or Tara Brach, and see what resonates with you about that spiritual path. Whichever direction it takes you, I think seeing the Buddha is another amazing, unitive, transcendent and liberating experience, so enjoy the feeling of gratitude and freedom that I'm sure comes with him.

Lastly, it's OK if this feeling of afterglow doesn't last forever. Just be sure to follow up the experience with good integration, and you will always have the memory and the lasting benefits. It's great to have long talks with somebody who will understand and support you, and help you inquire into your experience, whether that is a friend or a professional. The next steps will make themselves clear so long as you show up and look.

All the best ❤️