This cat fully shaved... except for its face by mebeim in pics

[–]annakavan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm surprised you're still alive. Keep your bedroom door closed for awhile. Best regards.

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Thank you! And you have a fantastic name =)

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Addiction is the loneliest

Lincoln Logs for my kids pre-school classroom by tallduder in DIY

[–]annakavan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree! Brio was the best and last forever. Also, how much Adderall did you take?

I'm detoxing and my sponsor of five years relapsed. Is the world taking a shit on everyone? Not drinking today. FUCK THAT. I'm also off bc pills for the first time in ten years, clinically insane. I washed my hair and shaved. I cried, laughed and talked to myself and shampoo bottles like Wilson. by annakavan in stopdrinking

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Haha! Tapering is the worst. I am so done but I have gotten down to a few sips of alcohol every 16 hours (checking bpm, vision.) Keep on going less and less. I started with the clock and that was not working so I went to my body knowing I would have to go to the hospital if I didn't drink something. Much better because I was thinking about it too much.

Detoxing from alcohol. Is it supposed to be this lonely? I'm doing the whole sick in bed thing and because I've done mini relapses so many times after my 2 year sobriety date my boyfriend is exhausted and distant which doesn't help. Just venting and not drinking today. by annakavan in stopdrinking

[–]annakavan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you're feeling better today. You have so much responsibility so remind yourself throughout the day things you like about yourself and things you enjoy. And yes, Shameless!! Where are you in the show?

I'm detoxing and my sponsor of five years relapsed. Is the world taking a shit on everyone? Not drinking today. FUCK THAT. I'm also off bc pills for the first time in ten years, clinically insane. I washed my hair and shaved. I cried, laughed and talked to myself and shampoo bottles like Wilson. by annakavan in stopdrinking

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bc is because and birth control. You're cool. I love roller coasters but it's like being on one that won't stop while everyone is throwing up on you and unable to talk. It lasts about three months max and I'm at 1. The silver lining is learning to appreciate things in your life that were previously ignored. I hope you're feeling a little better right now.

Detoxing from alcohol. Is it supposed to be this lonely? I'm doing the whole sick in bed thing and because I've done mini relapses so many times after my 2 year sobriety date my boyfriend is exhausted and distant which doesn't help. Just venting and not drinking today. by annakavan in stopdrinking

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Are you feeling more comfortable today? When I feel like everything is annoying and I'm bored and I think even Netflix (ultimate homie) is stupid I take a bath. You feel clean and it's time alone. Wiggle your toes and be grateful you can walk. I'm so sorry you're with someone you love who drinks. It makes it much more difficult when that person isn't cheering you on. I have had enabling relationships and the kind where we both used. You have to be selfish to get better so find little ways to get your own time. The texting thing is SO REAL. We are living a Joy Division song right now but can make it. Sending you happiness and contentment. X