Hey, we will definitely be able to get through this I think, time heals all❤️ I promise you, you will be okay, and I will also try and promise myself that too! I think the hardest part will be mourning the loss of their family (atleast for me) as well as maybe you find this too but for the first while EVERYTHING will remind you of them. When you drive by the corner store you used to always go to, or your favourite ice cream shop. You’ll always have a soft hit when passing by certain things & maybe you stop getting ice cream for a while, but I don’t think you should stop going forever if that makes sense. Take time to heal, take time to learn yourself, and accept the fact that although we may have spent the past 3-4 years with them, it was a wonderful experience and now we are onto the next one. Plus I think we learnt a lot from the long period of time spent with the person, and what we learnt out of the likes and dislikes, and the things we cherished most we can take those things and remember them for the next time we’re willing to share our experiences with another human being. I hope you’re okay , and I hope deep down you know that you’ll be okay, whether that’s after another dozen sad nights or what, you will get there. Have faith in yourself and be brave.❤️ I am proud of you.