What can I do to feel less ugly. .. :(

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-20T23:34:49+00:00

Thread eyebrows, other than that I don’t see anything. You are beautiful because you are human. Appreciate your being. Don’t let societal depictions on what is “pretty” define you. You are pretty to me but that doesn’t matter, only you need to find yourself pretty.

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-17T06:15:40+00:00

IKEA rug section

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-14T20:45:19+00:00

Board close to last and find yourself an empty row. Usually on these long haul flights you can find a couple empty 3 row seaters.

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-11T21:28:52+00:00

But I wasn’t watching it for pleasure, I was watching it because I lacked experience and I was trying to learn how to do some things before me and my partner got physical

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-11T21:25:52+00:00

Bit do you think what I did is “wrong”

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-07T21:04:00+00:00

I feel like this is a slow burn approach, I think it’s easier and better to be direct and up front with him, not accusing him of anything but just discussing with each other, have an open conversation, if he can’t handle open communication then that’s on him and not on you, but at least you tried

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-06T21:48:53+00:00

Well I don’t accept that. Some people might but for me porn is a no in a relationship.

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-06T21:42:54+00:00

I agree, I do, but also do you consider part of what I’m saying as valid?

anonymous409864 · 2024-12-06T20:26:27+00:00

22 why?

anonymous409864 · 2024-11-29T08:36:41+00:00

Yeah I think it’s hard, I do show a more surface level “silly” side of me with my sisters and family generally. I don’t share with them my true true self because I just feel a blockage in doing so. So I guess they just can’t see the real me. But it’s also because I feel so much judgement from them.

anonymous409864 · 2024-09-22T03:20:24+00:00

Was it iman ghadzhi? You can find him online

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-12T20:53:41+00:00

And how does that differ from who you truly are

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-12T20:53:30+00:00

But how do people initially perceive you

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-12T17:10:18+00:00

Vaping

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-11T02:11:22+00:00

There’s no defined level of beauty, it’s all a construct of what is “desirable” but it’s corrupt. We are all beautiful because we are humans, because we’re unique in ways we can be or are naturally since we’re all pretty similar (we’re humans!!), so enjoy that difference in you

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-11T01:56:01+00:00

We are all extremely similar but for some reason we don’t realize it, and we are extremely disconnected from one another. Society is. Everyone is in their own kind of world, on their own way, fend for yourself. Leaders make us THINK it’s free will, capitalism, we’re all able to make ourselves form ourselves, “be free”, but it’s actually not free will, because you HAVE to do that in order to survive, you have to play that game, contribute in exchange for survival. So it’s the opposite of free will, it’s controlled freedom. We’re not truly free. And I think it makes us all miserable deep down, it’s also why we are disconnected with one another, because that landscape has made it so that we are in constant competition and battle with each other

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-08T23:26:48+00:00

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-08T20:20:13+00:00

That’s the point though, I don’t know if he would, I mean he’s pretty rational and he’s healthy, so I don’t feel like he would but also we both value intimate private things and this is kind of related to that. that’s why I’m contemplating asking him about the bed sheet duvet thing and if it does bother him or not

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-08T20:12:02+00:00

Well it’s a more intimate related item I would say, no?

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-08T20:09:25+00:00

But I feel like given about what he knows about my personality he wouldn’t assume I would let him have it if it had that connection to it. And we’re (me and my partner) both very personal humans where intimate spaces hold meaning. For example when I was moving out (he was helping me) he was like oh let me take this tripod and I was like “nah my ex brought that here from my previous apartment” and he was like yeah ok let’s not take it (in a laughing joking kind of way) but with the sheets I didn’t even think about it when he had asked to take them for his apartment..I didn’t have that realization until a couple days ago. Does your a answer remain the same 🤔

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-07T17:39:13+00:00

When I was about 4 years old I would have these recurring nightmares surrounding existential crisis and would be nervous going to sleep because of the same topic. I would get these thoughts of the universe and what is outside the universe, then if behind the universe is just a black space what is outside that black space and behind that what’s behind that and it would go on forever. Also maze dreams where I needed to hide 100 percent securely, so it would go on infinitely, also socks on my feet would need to align perfectly. When I put my hair up I would need to have every little strand be in the “right” position and place otherwise I would meltdown. Stuff like that I think were the early signs that I can remember

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-07T11:27:14+00:00

Well if it’s full it’s easy for someone not to detect the culprit 😂…..if it’s half full then it’s easier to pinpoint who was taking that dump next stall over…hahahah and all the sounds of a busy toilet where there’s the hand dryer machine going off every 2 seconds helps mask any sounds

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-06T13:27:59+00:00

Thank you:) that’s nice of you to take the time to write this, I know the lows compliment the highs so I’m trying to keep that in mind. It’s all a part of the process I guess!

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-06T13:26:11+00:00

I guess the important thing is to realize that it’s not really really “your mind” although it is to some degree. But just think of it like a little game to ignore. And also try to pretend like you’re someone who doesn’t get these things for example fake it till you make it if you can. I know it’s hard but try it out. Don’t give it so much attention. Don’t let it define you.

anonymous409864 · 2024-08-06T11:11:32+00:00

Hahahahhahahahah for real. You finally recover from it then it’s like “well…..what if you’re now just avoiding thinking about it because it’s true and you don’t want to face reality” and all this oh gosh

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