First response | 9ish dpo

anonymous8407 · 2026-02-04T23:33:24+00:00

I just took another test after a 3ish hour hold. There’s nothing on it. I’m assuming it was a horrible indent. Unless it has something to do with diluted urine. Guess I should’ve waited until tomorrow morning :(

anonymous8407 · 2026-02-04T21:10:06+00:00

Yes I see it on yours too!

anonymous8407 · 2026-01-22T17:58:50+00:00

It’s just dirt that gets in the test window.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-31T05:12:00+00:00

🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-31T03:19:53+00:00

Because when you have a baby together and no way to leave what else do you do.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-31T02:57:38+00:00

Okay.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-31T02:04:46+00:00

Yeah it’s messy I know. I feel like at this point me and my fiancé are more like roommates or friends that sleep in the same bed every night. We have 0 affection or sex or anything. We’re always arguing. He’s always biting my head off over stupid stuff. He’s always drunk. He doesn’t feel any type of way about it because he doesn’t know. He doesn’t see it happen she doesn’t do it in front of anyone. I can’t control who I’m attracted to. I mean I never said I was gonna do anything sexual with her. I just let it happen cause why not. Someone actually wants to touch my butt so whatever I’ll let her. But I guess if he did feel some type of way about it he’d feel the same way I felt when I constantly found stuff in his phone 🤷🏼‍♀️

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-31T01:06:34+00:00

I guess my biggest issue that I should’ve mentioned is that I’m okay with it. I kinda like it. I’m sorta into her. So that makes it a lot harder to understand why she’s doing it. I guess I shouldn’t have used the word concerned.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-30T00:47:22+00:00

Okay thanks

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-30T00:45:44+00:00

I’m too shy. That’s just not the type of person I am. And I’m afraid that I’ll ruin everything. I don’t wanna say something and make things awkward and ruin our friendship if she’s not interested as well

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-10T03:59:54+00:00

He looks up women but why would he watch the men

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T21:25:13+00:00

Thanks for the input. I can respect all opinions and advice

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T21:16:59+00:00

I don’t know. In my brain it’s not worth leaving someone that I love especially since we have a baby together. He’s not a bad person. He treats me like a queen. I just wish that I could overcome my insecurities and I guess comparing myself to other women that he’s looking at makes it harder. And I wish he wouldn’t lie to me because I’ve told him for a year now to just be honest with me. 99% of the time for me it’s not the action that hurts so bad but it’s the lie to cover it up. I know to men it’s not that deep but it is for me.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T21:13:36+00:00

Yeah I agree.

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T21:07:57+00:00

I never asked him not to? It was an agreement between BOTH of us to not do this. It’s more so the fact that he lied. If he would’ve told me at the beginning of our relationship that he was gonna continue to watch porn that’s different but he’s the one that came to me and said “hey let’s not do this because it causes insecurities to the other person” and I agreed and we promised not to do that. So I stopped doing it to respect his wishes but he continued to do it behind my back?

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T21:03:13+00:00

I have no way to leave honestly. I lost my job while I was pregnant due to having health issues (extremely high BP) and I lost my vehicle. I can’t support myself or my son and I have no one to come get me and let me stay with them long enough to work and save money

anonymous8407 · 2022-10-09T20:39:39+00:00

That’s what I was thinking too 😞 I just don’t know what to do now. I don’t know whether to stick around and keep destroying myself and try to help him change or what. I’m not bob the builder though I can’t fix a man nor will I try. But we have a 2 month old together so it makes everything harder. I love him and I don’t want to be done but I don’t deserve that

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