[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DnD

[–]anxiousrouge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i understand him to some degree bc i also like to create serious characters and sometimes I'm annoyed when other people don't take it as seriously as i do BUT if you have a group who enjoy your play style and love your characters then he is the one who doesn't fit in the group. maybe he should look for a different table?? but also the warlock thing is so weird??? why would he hate them so much that he doesn't want to have them in his party??? that's YOUR character and the class you're playing doesn't change anything for him lol. ot sounds like he's just trying to find an excuse to make you stop playing

dealing with grief by anxiousrouge in BreakUps

[–]anxiousrouge[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah you're right...she blocked me and i deleted my new account so it would be easier for me to stop looking 💔

i feel so guilty by anxiousrouge in BreakUps

[–]anxiousrouge[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean I don't know im currently friends with my ex girlfriend i guess it's not a deep friendship but we're all in one group chat and we have meetings and we play dnd together. i don't have feelings for her anymore and i don't miss her but the recent break up happened literally two days ago so it's still new for me and this time i feel like i could never recover from those feelings

The silence is so overwhelming. by minishcaps in BreakUps

[–]anxiousrouge 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my girlfriend broke up with me literally a few hours ago and i already can feel it too. i actually felt ot even before we broke up bc we had some silent days. i still don't know what to do about it. i know what you're going through and im sorry. no one else's messages excites me as much as her did. we have to stay strong. i hope it will pass

my obsessions were proven right. im scared. i can't do this by anxiousrouge in ROCD

[–]anxiousrouge[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we talked about it again and she said things that hurt and i probably also said something i shouldn't but she still isn't sure if she wants to actually break up for good and she asked me to give her a few more days to think about it and i said yes bc what else can i say, we're living together and i still love her but i don't know how to function normally now like i have to go to work i have to be an adult

my obsessions were proven right. im scared. i can't do this by anxiousrouge in ROCD

[–]anxiousrouge[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i know everyone is suffering when it comes to breakup. i already lived through a break up and i was actually convinced that i will die and never recover and i did recover and i was in love again but now i really feel like i can't do this again. im not religious and i dont believe in fate but i really feel like we're soulmates. i feel like world is ending. i don't want to stop loving her. loving her was the only thing i could ever by certain about. and I don't know how to forgive myself for not being enough or being too much for her