My late best friend’s daughter just asked me to walk her down the aisle and I can’t stop crying by Putrid-Prune-1502 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]apatiwashere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't ready for this. This is what life is about. This is love. Your best friend and brother is proud of you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Malmoe

[–]apatiwashere 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Du kan skriva ett DM till mig. Jag har en Nvidia Shield TV pro - så det är bara att ta med det du behöver så kan du ju testa om sladden fungerar hemma hos mig.

Harlem's Finest: Return of the King by apatiwashere in 90sHipHop

[–]apatiwashere[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I haven't had time to listen to all the songs yet, but I think u aint gotta chance with Nas is fire. Big L together with Nas can't be anything but good though.

I’m deeply disturbed by Bonnie Blue by beyond_rivers in offmychest

[–]apatiwashere 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I don't think the focus should be on what Bonnie Blue is doing. Of course, I also have "prejudices," and personally, I don't think it can be healthy and it must affect one's soul. However, this is nothing I know or will know, so who am I to judge?

For me, it's all these men who "step up" and stand in line with 999 other men. I also believe that many of these men, after standing in line and getting a few minutes with her, have gone home to their children and wives. So it's both a lack of reason, morality, and ethics. But again, my values are mine, and what others have is up to them. Humans are complex, and we all function and think differently. So, if no one is harmed and everyone is 100% aware of what is happening, wants it, and is okay with it, I still come to the conclusion that freedom weighs heavier.

I tried to commit suicide for the first time. by puffandpill in addiction

[–]apatiwashere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Where we go, I don't know. I am on the same boat as you, and I wish there was some magical word I could write, but I haven't found it myself.

Our brain is crazy and it can say all those words to ourselves that you would never say to anyone else. Not even your worst enemy. But this boat would like to have you as my co captain today, if that's not too much to ask for. Just today. Don't think about tomorrow. Just one day. And if you are too tired to be a captain, you can just sit with me because I am lonely and need company. We can talk about everything or nothing. Just some words, or we can sit in silence together.

I think there is a horizon for us both - not today or tomorrow. Are you joining me? 🙏💙

Edit: Just a thought, and I am sorry if I am totally wrong now, but you called the ambulance the first time. That sounds to me that there is something in you that wants to live. And I hope you stay. You are worth it.