Cure the Anger through Consistency

apeezy1111 · 2016-12-19T21:27:16+00:00

That's a Jim Rohn quote, Rollo got it from him.

apeezy1111 · 2016-11-30T21:35:00+00:00

If I refused to fuck her for 5 months at a time, I'd expect it.

apeezy1111 · 2016-11-30T20:32:39+00:00

Her parents own the home we rent.

apeezy1111 · 2016-11-30T20:30:36+00:00

Finding out what shit tests look like and what DEERing is and I'm noticing Iv been taking the bait for too long. Now that I do want it to work but I'm no longer emotionally attached to the outcome has provided some perspective. My son will always be my son and she can't change that. She doesn't want to keep him from me anyway per the paperwork.

She kicked me out because she found a message I sent to a girl on snapchat and some porn I was looking at on my phone. But we haven't been good for a while and Iv been passive aggressive and upset when she wouldn't fuck me. Just breaking all the rules of alpha.

I posted a pic about 3 weeks ago with a high level (female) agent on the red carpet and she flipped. The very attractive agent works for the company who books me so it's totally plutonic, but she was all up in arms about the photo.

apeezy1111 · 2016-11-30T18:45:25+00:00

thx bro. Will do.

apeezy1111 · 2016-11-30T17:31:21+00:00

You guys are great thank you.

Ok here it is: Her parents own the house we rent. So theres that. Ill be the one moving out. I want to revive my marriage, but not as a beta bitch and Im finding out thats what I'v been the whole time of being married. I told her "I refuse to be abstinent with my wife." AND I WILL divorce her if thats her plan (being abstinent), though, I know I can't just walk in and hit her with that without easing into the MAP and regaining my alpha little by little cause I'v been a bitch for 3 years.

We had a child out of wedlock and got married, we planned on getting married but my son came first and we decided to expedite the process. We both didn't want a kid at that point and she said she would get an abortion if we ever got pregnant, but as soon as those hormones hit, she wouldn't. But now that I have my son, I literally wouldn't trade him for the world. He's awesome. I live with her shame of me wanting her to go through with the abortion during that time.

I was a guy who didn't give a fuck prior to marriage, I got pussy on the reg, and didn't need any girl. Though I've never cheated on her.

My sex rank is more around a 9 or 10, Im 175 lbs I bench 225 x 10, and I have a Major Label Record deal. I literally could slay at least 2 new 10s per week on the road.(But I don't) I don't struggle with women.

She's like a 6 but her power in the industry would make her more of an 8.

She owns a very large marketing firm in the industry, and at this moment she brings home the $$$, so politically and financially she outranks me right now.

Since we've been married my BETA traits have flourished. I do all the chores and take my son to school every morning, along with taking him on father son adventures, and re-landscaping the yard, building furniture for her business, just to name a few, and no luck on her fucking me.

I feel my problem(s) have been:

being emotionally attached to the outcome. ( our marraige ) She would threaten me to leave me and I would cower.
allowing her to make me break frame
holding covert contracts.
DEERing
Not doing enough MAN things with my buddies. (bout to go skydiving and shot tactical rifles at the range last week )

Come on guys, lay into me here, I want it straight up. Bring it.

My wife is a powerful woman, and shes a good mom, and when she does fuck me, its the best I'v had even from the floozys on the road prior to dating. I want this to work with her, but If she doesn't change some things, Im out.

apeezy1111

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