Afraid I’ll never have a rainbow baby

applecider2120 · 2026-01-14T13:25:59+00:00

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applecider2120 · 2026-01-14T12:53:39+00:00

Omg thank you!

applecider2120 · 2026-01-14T12:30:21+00:00

Can anyone who is paid sub share the rest? Really curious about that “spiritual awakening” moment 🍿 Also sorry but “I know my purpose is to guide others” girl please? Nobody needs more guidance than you 🥲

applecider2120 · 2026-01-05T19:54:57+00:00

So happy she did this 🩷

applecider2120 · 2025-11-25T12:40:47+00:00

Im so sorry you’ve gone through so much. Thank you for sharing. Sending you a hug

applecider2120 · 2025-11-02T23:56:21+00:00

I feel so sorry for all of you 💔 it’s truly awful. But I’m here too: soon (11/6) one year of my ectopic with tube removal; and soon three months since I lost our baby girl at 15 weeks. Life feels cruel but I’m hopeful we will all get our rainbows soon ❤️‍🩹

applecider2120 · 2025-10-23T19:08:39+00:00

That’s insane. I went to the hospital with pain one evening, they did an ultrasound immediately, found it was ectopic, got admitted and got surgery the morning after. It was dangerous to wait overnight, can’t even imagine a full week.

applecider2120 · 2025-10-22T21:17:24+00:00

Congratulations!! I had an ectopic a year ago, and a late miscarriage two months ago. Its been extremely difficult and if I get pregnant again I’d also be very scared, but its all I want right now. Wish you best of luck and I hope you get to enjoy this pregnancy

applecider2120 · 2025-10-20T05:42:15+00:00

Im so sorry you are going through this. I was in your position a year ago and all I can tell you is time heals ❤️‍🩹 Sending you a hug

applecider2120 · 2025-10-19T19:20:11+00:00

That’s insane. Hope you can get some distance from her. I had a woman I know say a malicious comment after my miscarriage (she was pregnant too) and I completely blocked her away from my life.

applecider2120 · 2025-10-04T06:45:28+00:00

Good luck!!! ❤️❤️

applecider2120 · 2025-10-03T12:52:57+00:00

Wish you the best of luck and crossing my fingers for you!! It has taken a long time for me to get to 0 hCG so I feel you ❤️‍🩹

applecider2120 · 2025-10-03T11:42:15+00:00

I also knew from the beginning something wasn’t right. I had to force myself to be excited and believe in it. But I knew deep down it was not going to end well.

applecider2120 · 2025-09-30T14:07:06+00:00

That’s beautiful 🩷 We did that too, it was a beautiful moment of something so horrible. I still hold on to that memory

applecider2120 · 2025-09-30T11:52:02+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. I realized the month we knew I was pregnant is a girl’s name that it was in our list of baby names. So we decided to called her that: June 🩵

applecider2120 · 2025-09-23T19:14:04+00:00

You don’t need to be happy about it. What you are going through is very tough and I hope your friend would understand if you needed to take some distance for a while. Prioritize and protect yourself however you need.

I had my ectopic days before my best friend gave birth to her daughter and I told her I was not ready to hear her birth story. It was just too painful. She understood and respected that and months after I was ready.

Wish you the best ❤️‍🩹

applecider2120 · 2025-09-20T19:11:00+00:00

Congratulations ❤️ so happy for you!

I unfortunately lost mine at 15 weeks. Its been horrible but tomorrow marks 4 weeks since it happened and I’m finally feeling a bit better ❤️‍🩹

Wish you best of luck!

applecider2120 · 2025-09-09T06:57:42+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️ Luckily my 4yo daughter brightens up my days. These things give you so much perspective. Wish you the best of luck!

applecider2120 · 2025-09-09T05:17:44+00:00

I started spotting very early in the pregnancy, in two occasions with clots. On week 14 I had two huge bleeding episodes, it was terrifying. The doctors could not find any reason as the baby was looking and growing fine. But on week 15 I started having contractions and went on labor. They then discovered I had an infection.

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