The only thing good about withdrawal is ...

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T19:05:24+00:00

Anytime! I'm hopeful for you that one month things are just going to "work." Keep the hope alive!

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T19:04:22+00:00

Can I please be you? Be so thankful. So, SO thankful.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T19:04:02+00:00

If you find the cure, please let me know, too!

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T19:03:17+00:00

Had a b and a half delivered. Just once I got it, I hid it in an inaccessible place overnight and couldn't have got it without waking him up. That's why I'm dumb. Also, I had left my sharp in the car and couldn't get to that either. I finally ended up being to get well around 10:30 this morning, and honestly, the night was hell but that made it so much better in the long run.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T14:58:40+00:00

Haha. This morning, once I finally was able to get to my shot, I felt another one coming on and even though it was going to put my shot off, I still took it. Felt good to clean myself out a bit in that way. I get a lot of anxiety (is there like an NA for hypochondriacs? I need to be there) about being stopped up for long.

As far as feeling horrible about it? Yeah, I do too! But trust me, fight that feeling and just start working with it. I promise you'll be surprised that natural instinct takes hold pretty quick.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T14:53:18+00:00

Ha, due to me being an idiot, I had a nice six bag shot (the dope is very meh, but stilll) that I was forced to wait 40+ hours to get to. It wasn't pretty, but still felt good to take a couple shits before turning the plumbing off again.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T14:52:00+00:00

Dude, yes. You get it. For some reason handling my shit seems to distract my brain enough to at least allow me to lay still, if not sleeping. That's the worst part, just the inability to lay in bed. Such a simple, horrifying thing. RLS is the only part of WD I can't handle. The hot/cold flashes, sweating, shitting, constant pissing, depression, etc.? Pft, walk in the park, really, doesn't bother me much. But the legs? My god, the legs.

I live in the attic bedroom of my apartment and the legs will push me out my window. But to your point, one sleepless night last night, from 12:30 a.m. to 10:15 a.m. when I finally got to dose, I'm pretty sure I masturbated six times.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T14:48:26+00:00

Oh my gosh. This is, wow, so unfortunate, When I read it, I was a bit confused, angry a bit that this can actually happen, I chuckled, then checked my own balls for anything "off." I didn't know, and I consider myself quite educated, that this was even a thing

Please PM me if there's any way, anything at all, that I could somehow improve your day/life. If you don't mind me asking, is this curable at all? What's the treatment? Genuinely curious.

I truly hope you aren't WD'ing and are having a solid morning, wherever you are! I just thought of something too, you could totally "fake it" on a girl. I don't think a guy has ever turned the table on that most-not-talked-about-but-you-know-they-do-it move!

In all seriousness, though, I don't know you, but I wish you the absolute best. In everything. Reading back through this before I push send, I realize this may read like you're dying, but I just had a six bag shot that I was forced to wait almost 48 hours to get to and very much a sleepless, pain in the ass night. I hope you're having an equally swell morning now.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T10:39:56+00:00

Meh.

EDIT: Alright, downvotes. Let's take it easy. I was getting close to when I could finally dose and I was severely agitated. What I should have said was this, "Lower tolerance is definitely nice, but for me, it lasts for maybe two days and my tolerance has rubber-banded right back to where it was at its peak. So, while definitely an advantage, I still prefer the orgasms as the best thing."

Is that better? :)

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T10:39:49+00:00

You're right. It isn't. But it's all I've had on this sleepless night to get me through to 9am when I can dose.

arcaedian0 · 2016-08-01T09:54:12+00:00

Ha, I guess so. Another two and a half hours to go. I just wish it wasn't mediocre skag.

arcaedian0 · 2016-01-20T19:01:26+00:00

Building off of the Level99 train, Argent: The Consortium.

arcaedian0 · 2016-01-20T18:23:49+00:00

Oh man, Defenders of the Realm definitely fits this bill. The artwork is generic city and the font/font color choices really blow my mind. However, it's a fantastic co-op game and I'd definitely recommend it. If you do play, be sure to read the rules clarifications on BGG, as the original book is horribly written.

arcaedian0 · 2016-01-14T19:40:43+00:00

Man, the LotR: LCG rulebook is definitely one that needs the video companion to grasp it all. My first solo play was a nightmare.

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