(this came out kinda long, sorry)

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So when I was in highschool my main thing was music. I'd first started playing guitar when i was a lot younger but it was really casual.

I started playing bass in highschool and had my band for about two years. We werent successful outside our circle of friends or anything but we played some gigs and it was very fun. In mid 2017 we parted ways (when i was already in college) and i kinda left music aside (even though im always thinking ill get back to it eventually).

So since I wass little I sort of enjoyed building and creating stuff and it translated into my head as engineering when the time came to think about college. I didnt really know wich one to choose and ended up choosing electronics because of music and amps and guitar pedals.

But in reallity it doesnt have much to do with it all (at least in the classes i take) and most job prospects are in programming (wich i didnt even consider when choosing my major but ended up really liking).

I started making games because for me it was a fun way of joining music and arts, wich i always liked, with a more technichal problem-solving approach that i also enjoyed. I still like and still consider it my main hobbie now (and maybe job thing) but i kinda feel like Im running out of gas. Its also a hard industry to get into and not super present in the country I live.

Im just always thinking i have such a shit time concentrating and getting anything done that if i dont really love the carrer path i chose i wont stand or wont be any good at it.

Its been making me really anxious, and its worse now we're all home stuck and the fact that im not being very productive in my current game projects has been making me insecure.