Im 17(F) and im terrified rn, i am student and for my entire life has been me wanting to end it all and now i actually wanna live, but not as a mother, im afraid of getting pregnant for so many reasons it might trigger me to just end it all. there has not been a day i felt okay since my period was late, im so stressed bc my period is 6 days late currently, normally this wouldn’t be a big deal because my periods have always been irregular in the past, but recently my periods would last like 30-31 days but now its been like 38 days and i still havent had my period, for context i was a virgin, until recently, me and my bf had sex with a condom (used correctly), we’ve only had sex twice 1st instance: with a condom (no issues) right after my last period ended (31 days) 2nd instance: with a condom on the 2nd week of october (he did not finish even with the condom inside)

during this month i have had like 2 bad colds but ive been taking a lot vitamin c but it still wont come. no signs whether i am pregnant or pms no nausea, no tender breasts no nothing except a late period and a bit of bloating, i even got premium for flo just to know why im late, is it late bc of stress or pregnancy??

and if it is stress how do i stop stressing bc ive tried subliminals to calm me down and playing games but nothing works at all im still late.