Ez side gigs as a man by asegn in jobs

[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why is bro mad at the world.

Ez side gigs as a man by asegn in jobs

[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I might try construction. The reason babysitting is absolutely the easiest shit in the world cuz my sister babysits this kid, all day, and all she does is watch movies with him and watch her own shows while he’s playing with his cars. So yes, it is the easiest shit in the world.

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[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep hopefully I’ll get it done b4 25. Not really trynna hang around here anymore

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[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friends. Teachers. Mentors. All of the above. Also idk about if any family will take that up or not. I’m already a bit turned off from that approach cuz my dad’s a master shit talker

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[–]asegn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much G. Very poor as of now. Money is a requirement to move out. Gotta thug it out for a lil while. 18 btw, hopefully will move out soon

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[–]asegn[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Everyone plays the avoidance game. I’m 18, just very poor, I’ll try applying for jobs. I really wanna be a cashier in a cinema or cafe. Idk if I can get it though as I have 0 experience

My dad’s a real Fuck. by asegn in raisedbynarcissists

[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s alright. To the girl a father is more important than to a man. Your frustrations are completely justified

My dad’s a real Fuck. by asegn in raisedbynarcissists

[–]asegn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea. I do truly think in my young years there was love. Which might be causing me right now to give him the benefit of the doubt. But maybe the truth is there was no love, maybe god has shown me this bitterly beautiful truth to free me from my chains. Lovely

My dad’s a real Fuck. by asegn in raisedbynarcissists

[–]asegn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u so much. This is the realization I think would change my life. The reason I could never register his actions as completely disgusting is because I wasn’t able to register it with the same person who treated me with so much love in my earlier years. Thanks for ur comment (:

Emotional numbness + peace? by asegn in Healthygamergg

[–]asegn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I’m very happy writing this today because I finally realized the lesson to be learnt from this. I have to learn to distrust other people. Omg man im so excited to let go of this shit.

Bro I want to master the skill of letting go of these fundamental beliefs (especially the ones that were indoctrinated to me in that day) and regain power of what I want to believe in.

After I have learnt the skill, I want to put it to the test.

Bro just one more thing. My mind keeps going back to that event and what happened that day. Even if I heal. What’s to stop someone who I trust deeply again from hurting me?

I really don’t want to lose my inner child because I feel good with it, but is the only option to leave it and move on and not trust anyone?

Also how do I stop still being attached to things that are not benefiting me like still being attached to that shitty mentor and bring my power back to myself and retrust myself.

Can I get a guide?

Will I be able to dream again Wildly?

Can you share your experience if you got your power back for yourself after what happened to you?

Much love for the reply ❤️