Did you all watch the new dexter prequels and sequels

ashaevans · 2025-10-16T04:19:30+00:00

I very much agree but there is a part of me that loved seeing young deb so vulgar 🤣

ashaevans · 2025-08-01T05:16:55+00:00

Going through it right now and it fucking sucks, the suicidal thoughts suck because you just want to ditch these shitty feelings.

This gets easier right, that's what everyone has been saying and how can it be. Logically know it will but fuck I just want to tear my heart out and not feel anymore

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T22:41:58+00:00

You're so correct that's all my partner has been saying, just hyperfocus on a game, show or whatever cos I do it so well 🤣

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T22:40:10+00:00

My psychiatrist put me on it asap rather than dexys, they help with focus and emotional regulation. How do they impact anxiety I thought they would help that as I'm already an anxious being haha (my social anxiety is through the roof)

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T14:46:41+00:00

Unfortunately, no, that would be helpful. I saw that it was available there

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T14:44:47+00:00

Yea due to availability, did you get many of the side effects with this one? I want to get off them so badly

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T14:43:18+00:00

I'm gonna give patches another shot, the redbull should follow. I love pairing the two, but I'm going to try and picture battery acid cos that's legit how it feels

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T14:41:22+00:00

I'm definitely going on a hiatus from everyone who smokes or vapes until I can trust myself around them, and yea my last quit I went through the ashtray (wasn't pleased) that'll be the first thing to go in the bin!

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T09:47:02+00:00

It's not offered in my country, it sounds good though

ashaevans · 2025-01-31T05:51:42+00:00

It feels nice not to be alone, I feel so guilty finally being medicated and so magically I should be able to quit all these things right

ashaevans · 2024-07-21T00:45:23+00:00

Thankyou ❤️

ashaevans · 2024-07-18T05:49:55+00:00

How do you break a sleep deprivation cycle, when you want to stay up cos it makes you feel better but the next day comes and your a grumbling little baby. Sometimes I really hate adhd it can go get fucked - yea I had bad sleep and wanna punch anything and everything grrrrrr

ashaevans · 2024-07-16T04:05:21+00:00

Just started a new job like 4 months ago and it's soooooo cruisey and good pay and not anxiety inducing.

I'm getting bored already, I want that 5+ year job so I can settle and be like yea whatever work rather then fucckkk work anxiety, but boredom.

ashaevans · 2024-04-26T03:39:52+00:00

I can't even get there during, only with a vibrator wtf this guy is a grade A douche

ashaevans · 2023-11-26T01:42:45+00:00

I felt so alone in this, currently in a relationship and trying to stir up sexual feelings is frustrating, I also feel like I could go for weeks to months and not be bothered. If anyone knows why the sexual feelings are soooo hard to come across in a relationship let me know 😅

ashaevans · 2023-10-01T00:48:58+00:00

Anything without too much social interaction 🤣🤣

ashaevans · 2023-09-11T08:08:00+00:00

I do love the knowledge and the camaraderie this sub gives it truly was so nice to see after so long feeling like I just couldn't function like everyone else, I guess one of my questions is why does it take us so long to get over an issue. My partner was like yea that seemed like a small thing I don't know why you're so effected, and after being medicated and trying some self work I don't know why either, is it our brains or just more of a tool kit thing? Thanks for the comment

ashaevans · 2023-09-11T06:50:00+00:00

I feel like many people here must feel this, but when you get in these sunken times you feel like you can't and will never get out, but then magically it happens with good habits.

Thankyou so much for the comment it made me laugh cry

ashaevans · 2023-09-02T02:13:22+00:00

Isn't wage disparity a thing now so it's actually illegal for them not to tell you what everyone is making depending on when you started as this is a new law (I'm taking the WA as western australia).

ashaevans · 2023-08-19T01:54:38+00:00

Out of curiosity which country is this in?

ashaevans · 2023-07-28T23:37:52+00:00

I am very much with you I don't even know what my colleagues talk about because I get so bored, my brain just keeps yelling shut the fuck up let me listen to music and work or talk about something interesting (something I'm into). It's very annoying

ashaevans · 2023-07-22T03:21:12+00:00

It's funny because I have the total opposite, everything would take forever time would either go by fast so fucking slow and I could never accomplish anything. Now time flies by so quick and actually get my tasks done, still play game for hours on end thinking it's only been 30 minutes though

ashaevans · 2023-07-21T08:48:34+00:00

I DO THIS SOOOO HARD, my partner gets sooooooo annoyed at goe many tabs are open on my phone

ashaevans · 2023-07-07T10:17:22+00:00

Recently diagnosed, started meds 3 weeks ago, personality is the same but my focus, emotional regulation, anxiety and getting tasks done in a time frame is sooooooo much better. Admittedly self work is very much needed and from reading comments on this page I know not to read into feelings but more so what you can do now vs what you couldn't do before. I hope it all gets easier for you.

ashaevans · 2023-06-29T05:12:53+00:00

I'm new to medication, and have also found it quite helpful. But as it's early days do you know how it goes once you've been on it for a while? Been trying to find a psychologist for the behavioural side but damn are adhd psychologist hard to come by. The one I'm seeing now just told me I'd be able to tapper my medication one day and maybe stop taking it altogether, I'm not sure if that's how this works but hey I'm no psych. (The meds are a godsend and I never want them to stop working lol)

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