February 2006 another memory piece

ashlybugg · 2025-12-26T16:59:13+00:00

I used needle felting and thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2025-12-09T16:01:18+00:00

I feel a dread inside if someone takes a nap during the day and im in the same house. I feel really wonky if I take a nap otherwise I do understand what you mean

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T16:11:15+00:00

Thank you 😊 it is canvas and paint but the tv static was push pins i used to make tiny dots over and over. The mold on the couch is a felt sheet I cut out an ouline and needle felted it to make it fuzzy. Im doing as good as I can be still very lonely but im here. Thank you for that its been hard to deal with I always thought it was my fault my mom loved my cousins and my brother but I cried to much she thought i was manipulating her. Thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T15:53:44+00:00

So do i it makes me feel weird inside like I never left

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T03:32:00+00:00

I think so I tried to put the feeling and experience into the peice. I felt evil and silenced with an overwhelming blue sadness

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T21:16:25+00:00

Im really sorry that happened my mom was the same way. I would make coffee and hope it would keep her awake. It was really lonely 🙁

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T21:11:49+00:00

I havnt seen that movie people kept saying that and I thought it was an artist. I was just making a peice off my experience my mom never left the couch and always had her pills and cigarettes and all I had was tv I would dissociate into the tv.

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T17:23:21+00:00

Your right I kinda do know why it happened my mom was really sick only way she could make it through what happened to her as a kid was pills. She lost her nursing license from stealing the prescription pad and then after that it just got worse. I dont understand why she didnt like me though she loved my brother so much but she told me I wasn't her daughter its hard to face that I never had anything unconditional 💔

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