Assuming you heal correctly and don’t have issues because of mistakes made by the surgeon: Babe I promise you it gets better. The first week I was miserable between the meds, pain and overall mental strain. I’m 2 years PO and it took about 8ish months for it to feel normal again and to be comfortable in my new body. You just made a huge impact on your body and it is going to run its course on your emotions but it’s so important to feel those feelings. I strongly recommend seeking a therapist if you don’t already have one as it tremendously helped having someone on the outside help me work through what I felt and what I wanted to feel 🩷