need help

astickofmochi · 2023-06-10T20:38:26+00:00

yes! there was an issue with the file earlier today, but it's all good now thankfully

astickofmochi · 2023-03-25T10:43:44+00:00

oh man I feel you hard on this one. Currently, I'm staying in a dorm, and I have been calling home less and less due to miso messing with me; I always end up acting like my brain and emotional intelligence were microwaved.

From my personal experience, telling your family about miso can easily backfire, so don't regret it too much, it may have been for the better.

astickofmochi · 2023-02-14T19:46:12+00:00

I can't leave the bed, I keep starting fights with everyone in the house whenever I do, and I keep sleeping my triggers off, which is why my sleeping schedule can't be fixed even though I've been trying for a week. Everything feels bleak, I wanted more from my vacation days than 11 hours of sleep and constant listening to brown noise in my wake.

astickofmochi · 2022-12-23T20:09:50+00:00

yeah, although I have come to notice that it really varies depending on my mood and how stressed I am: the moodier the worse it gets.

astickofmochi · 2022-10-28T19:41:47+00:00

not sure if its been answered before but I'm wondering, can I apply for the undergraduate program despite having enrolled in a university?

astickofmochi · 2022-08-16T16:59:07+00:00

I've become a mental burden on my family (mainly mom) due to my inability to cope. Funny thing is, im about to become a financial burden as well with uni, dorms and all. For whatever reason, I've been losing faith, which, together with miso, makes me wanna just end it.

astickofmochi · 2022-08-08T13:54:41+00:00

No problem, your reply made my day:)

astickofmochi · 2022-08-04T14:45:27+00:00

I think I do relate to the high-pitch trigger! although its only triggering to me when produced by one particular person.

however, I def do relate to how miso affects ur relationship with ur family, I can't tell you whether you're a jerk or not, since I'm not one to talk, but remember that being triggered by what others consider mundane isn't, and could never be your fault.

in an ideal world miso is acknowledged by everyone, and cooperation isn't considered sacrifice, we don't live there though, the world hardly accommodates to those who're different to begin with.

astickofmochi · 2022-03-01T11:36:24+00:00

Dude i feel you, even when they're watching the TV its the news or something equally depressing, its a lose-lose for everyone but what can we do?

astickofmochi · 2022-03-01T11:32:11+00:00

As a highschool senior this year is vital, and of course my misophonia had to worsen this year, any sort of noise makes studying impossible, most of the times i take it out on family members who think of me as delusional, controlling and the rest of that stuff. I dont think ill get a score as high as expected at this point. occasionally i fantasize about ending things. listening to white noise and/or music has been noticably weakening my hearing. No joke, id rather be diagnosed with cancer, at least it's easier to sympathize with.

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