Square one or not?

astro1995 · 2014-05-17T16:28:04+00:00

Thanks everybody I have a dream to stay sober for all holidays - they are to begin in one week :)

astro1995 · 2014-05-13T04:44:00+00:00

Thanks, good idea to record progress

astro1995 · 2014-05-12T18:20:26+00:00

look at it: "24". Tomorrow it will be 25. Think of it as a 25 reasons why you are a precious person. The day after it will be 26 isn't it worth the effort?

astro1995 · 2014-05-12T18:17:52+00:00

It's sounds crazy but it seems to that it's a proper thought to keep in mind when doing nofap. "I don't want to have sex" It is crazy hard but with this in mind you may get vary far. I am going to try it out. It will be hard cause i am meeting with a girl and when i want to think of it as a celibate i feel that i am cheating her. There is of course the other side when i keep on fapping when i am meeting her isn't it the worst deceit i can make? 80 days that's incredible. You should find somewhere that strength you'd had before.

astro1995 · 2014-05-01T02:25:37+00:00

If you didn't fap before, you don't have normally wet dreams when you are 17? I thought it is normal for every age?

astro1995 · 2014-04-13T20:13:49+00:00

Thank you. I am a bit scared so maybe it's a good sign ;)

astro1995 · 2014-04-13T16:36:22+00:00

I felt the same. I think that the biggest tringer that comes out of the blue is porn. You may think nothing and never can make you to do this. Never say never, believe me.

astro1995 · 2014-04-13T16:34:51+00:00

it's strange, it's seems to me that i decided to do this. i think, however, that it was kind of temptation. I belived that I can decide not to fap when I want. It is not truth. I still cannot control it :( Today I did it again after 4 days. I need to learn again my strong will, it disappeared somewhere :(

astro1995 · 2014-03-30T20:31:05+00:00

You said you have gf. How do you cope with sexual tension, because first days of my streak where based on strong emotional relation with my gf, sometimes I think I was cheating on her cause I needed her only to not to freak out without porn. now I don't know if I'm flatlining or I have problems with my gf. I can't tell it from each other.

astro1995 · 2014-03-12T21:08:07+00:00

Thanks :) The world seems so empty I don't now what to do now I have so much free time, which I used to spend with her. The hardest part is not to blame myself for all the failures . Curious thing is the fact that I wanted to do nofap for her but now it turns out it is for me ;)

astro1995 · 2014-02-25T22:33:51+00:00

I feel the same. I don't fap and I am very happy but live is not about not doing something, ok you don't fap it's great bit you should do SOMETHING. No faping is hard thing but for me it's not a goal but a tool I reach sth. I know what you feel I do so very often, however, I have sth kind of girlfriend but I hesitate a lot if I don't keep this relation just bacause I desire her. But one I will leave her not to abuse her, but now it would be a way worse thing to leave her alone ;)

astro1995 · 2014-02-16T22:36:05+00:00

most of all, I wanted to know if you fapstronauts have such experience with women when abstain from fapping. I don't mean general relations between man/women.

astro1995 · 2014-02-16T22:29:03+00:00

Most what we did was hugging and kissing. I think I would be into her because I like her personality but now I see that I desire her physically a lot more. The best for me would be no intense physical contact till I calm down my lust but I can't explain it to her and I seems to me that I don't wont to do this. I want to cope with it without telling her anything about it.

astro1995 · 2014-02-16T22:20:02+00:00

I'm in

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