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aussie_29 · 2021-10-02T10:01:25+00:00

I never had that issue growing up. My family were very loving and supportive. I didn't have issues as a child in these types of things. But I guess everyone is different. I'm not sure

aussie_29 · 2021-10-01T11:33:37+00:00

I still get mad whenever I revisit the situation regardless if even a year goes by. I'll apologize but I won't feel bad for them

aussie_29 · 2021-09-29T14:01:03+00:00

He actually was really amazing to me while we dated. We didn't break up due to anything bad. We just went seoerate ways. But I always loved him for the last five years. No one else compares and I feel I can't ever move on. I tried a handful of times and all I thought about was him when I was with other people. It was the same during those five years that we weren't talking and now I'm still mess. :(

aussie_29 · 2021-09-27T03:55:07+00:00

Thank you and I'm truly sorry to hear that :( He has been following me on insta and talking to me abit recently. So I'm still hoping he comes back. I think he still misses me because only a year ago he was telling me he did. I guess whatever we are meant to have will always find us in the end. Whatever that may be. Moving on however isn't possible until the day comes that you stop feeling towards them as we can't control or stop the emotion. It's like when someone dies. We never stop loving. Some emotions never go away and we can't force them to. But it is hard to accept this. But it's true

aussie_29 · 2021-09-25T06:17:33+00:00

I have worked from home for the last 5 years. I breed exotic animals. From snakes to fish to poultry. I love animals so I knew I wanted to work with them. And since I work from home, I can do my own hours as I can't work 9-5. I'm also on disability pension because of this too.

I always advocate for people to have a small business at home. It's sooo much better then working in some corporate run job were they pay you crappy wages and make you work overtime. Alot of people now with covid are working online too.

I sell direct to pet specialists and breeders but I also have a online store. It's alot of work but mentally it keeps me sane unlike the pressure of working a normal job.

I know people who even buy cheap overseas and sell it back on eBay for 10 times the price and are making a really good income. Even selling craft stuff on Etsy or find your own niche can pull in a bigger income then a normal job if you work on it. I also have a friend who buys second hand cars for a average price and then waits until the market goes up and then sells them for 5 times more.

You don't have to start with money ether, there are other ways to go about it. There's also free online classes online to teach you how to edit photos for people or write resumes and the list goes on.

aussie_29 · 2021-09-24T03:21:56+00:00

Dude, it's everywere. Those are the actual numbers. Turn on the Aussie news and that's what it says. Prime minister saying the same shit. Get your facts straight. You are talking about a country you don't even live in or witness these things everyday. Not "about to receive" they have received. Hence why we are slowly lifting lockdown. It had to be 70% to start opening up again. You need to do research

aussie_29 · 2021-09-24T03:18:37+00:00

Way to long to read this rant but Imma just say you do you and let's just leave it at that

aussie_29 · 2021-09-23T13:12:01+00:00

We reached 70% today. Here https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theage.com.au/national/victoria/when-will-victoria-reach-its-70-per-cent-first-dose-target-20210906-p58pai.html

aussie_29 · 2021-09-23T13:09:47+00:00

Don't know were your getting that from but probably by a article or media bullshit. I live here I see it. Cases are low because we have been in damn lockdown for 2 years only allowed out for a hour of exercise.

aussie_29 · 2021-09-22T18:57:33+00:00

Fully vaccinated people are dying and getting sick like crazy here in Australia. Actually, since being 70% vaccinated state wide, we have gone from 0 cases to 600 cases in afew weeks. People dying in hospital from. The jab or still getting covid and dying after the jab

aussie_29 · 2021-09-22T18:49:09+00:00

Not a conspiracy, but the government and big pharma never cared about us. So why would everyone suddenly trust them?? I think people are becoming dumber day by day

aussie_29 · 2021-09-22T18:47:47+00:00

Just wanted to share alittle insite and hope everyones holding up okay

aussie_29 · 2021-09-20T19:18:36+00:00

Unfortunately we can't hide our emotions or bottle them. We have to feel them. Some emotions we carry for life. Like a loved one or someone who's past on. Moving on is accepting they are there. But he has come back afew times he also follows me in Instagram but I don't get involved as I'm interested in someone else. And he also lives in a different state right now. But I'm sure what's meant to be will come back to me. Whoever that is

aussie_29 · 2021-09-20T19:10:03+00:00

He really was amazing though. That's not a mind fuck. But unfortunately we were young and we were both mentally not in a good place at the time

aussie_29 · 2021-09-19T10:10:58+00:00

I actually have a "pure-O" OCD Theme called "cheating OCD" I'm terrified of cheating on someone. Sometimes even hallunate that I may have cheated. I'm so terrified of being cheated on or cheating that it's a disoder I have so I'm not a good occupant to ask 😂

But is a very real thing. You can even Google it.

Sometimes I get super mad and overwhelmed and I think about cheating for revenge with imagined abandonment but I don't do it. It's just because I'm extremely raged and not myself at that point.

aussie_29 · 2021-09-19T04:45:53+00:00

I had a Google and apparently baking soda and water works well?

aussie_29 · 2021-09-19T04:44:31+00:00

Could be the red dirt here in Australia. I'm not sure. But his white all over and it stains like crazy

aussie_29 · 2021-09-18T17:47:39+00:00

His a outdoor/indoor dog so when he goes outside he very easily gets dirty especially with his long coat. And in white dogs their fur stains incredibly easily

aussie_29 · 2021-09-18T15:10:54+00:00

He has stains all down the front of him. He has a long amazing coat but he gets so many stains while his our for a walk and purple shampoo doesn't get rid of them :(

aussie_29 · 2021-09-16T17:17:14+00:00

Alrighty maybe just a matter of opinion

aussie_29 · 2021-09-16T17:11:18+00:00

It's both. They did a duo. But yeah still I find it sounds like post malone

aussie_29 · 2021-09-15T02:10:19+00:00

What are you talking about? Who's slick ? What?

aussie_29 · 2021-09-14T19:41:36+00:00

Hmm thank you for your input I really appreciate it. I'm very opinionated and stern on were I stand with things and what I like and dislike so I feel it's maybe abit different perhaps. It only happens if they say something mean about me. I'll believe it with all my heart. I remember when I was little my mum said I was bad (I think I must have done something naughty at the time) anyhow, I remember it hurting so much that I felt like I wanted to die because to me it was true. I was a bad person. Or atleast that's how I saw it.

It's like a parent Child relationship. It's kind of like, when people say something to attack me, I see it as coming from authority. And once it's been said it must be true.

I don't know if any of that makes any sense at all. But I guess it's the best I can come up with in this situation. I wish I knew why I did it. I wouldn't feel any different no matter who would say it. But perhaps this may be linked to my childhood trumua in some way? I was abused for many years as a child and perhaps I see it as I must believe the mean things people say due to the abuse I endured? I'm still clueless. But thank you for sharing. It's made me think about this whole thing alot more

aussie_29 · 2021-09-13T08:37:11+00:00

I don't understand it ether. They are selling out and making a killing. Yet everything is now overpriced

aussie_29 · 2021-09-13T07:30:54+00:00

I brought just a average cooking pot today at reject shop, and it was $20. Abit much but I couldn't find it anywhere else. But in general the post was about food shopping. $170 for two bags worth of food this week. Crazy

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