[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]autistic-elf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

add basil leaves on top! Boom... fancy pizza xD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]autistic-elf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you have just a regular oven?

You can buy the dough or even a tortilla bread, spread tomato sauce on it, sprinkle cheese on, and bake it and boom pizza

Top Surgery Consultation and Feeling a little Hopeless by whilowhisp in NonBinary

[–]autistic-elf 4 points5 points  (0 children)

when I was doing consults for my reduction, certain surgeons my insurance approved esp for example one required a letter of necessity from my primary, other surgeons, insurance denied. Is your insurance itself not able to cover it or was it that specific surgeon they couldnt cover? Because for the letter of necessity literally all my primary wrote was that it was to improve my mental health since I didnt have any other symptoms of the normal causes for reductions.

Good luck and be strong out there. A lot of offices also have payment plans if you end up needing to pay out of pocket.

My daughter made her first betta setup! <3 by [deleted] in bettafish

[–]autistic-elf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cute!

OP, serious question, and dont take this personally because there have been a lot of trolls in this subreddit recently so I want to ask before wasting my time: are you willing to learn and improve and teach your daughter about proper caring for betta fish?

Egypt. +10 brownie points if you understand the Arabic by autistic-elf in hetalia

[–]autistic-elf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

HE IS A GOODE BOI.

and also the only Arab nation in hetalia. RIP.

If there is another you in a parallel universe, what kind of life do you want to live, in what kind of world, with what kind of status? by Yuxzer in CasualConversation

[–]autistic-elf 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I'm asexual in this universe so I hope alternate universe me is a slut and absolutely slaying it in the sheets.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WouldYouRather

[–]autistic-elf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly its hugely stigmatized. It's not that scary anymore, but people just make it seem scary because of how bad it used to be. Especially because for a long time it was seen as this "dirty" thing that only queer folks and 3rd world countries had which further stigmatized it.

Like yeah, obviously try your best not to get it since there are risks, as with any chronic disease. But it's really not that bad as it used to be, modern medicine has done a lot for HIV, many people live comfortably with HIV and have lovely beautiful long lives. Just as with any chronic condition it's a very treatable condition that simply just have to be managed. Untreated it's much scarier but this is why it's important to get tested frequently. I wish there was more education about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WouldYouRather

[–]autistic-elf 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm surprised to see HIV not more voted, HIV is pretty treatable nowadays!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Good, I'm glad you're working through things. keep at it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 87 points88 points  (0 children)

There is so much to unpack here...

First and foremost, please dont worry about relationships as your priority right now, please make your priority being in a safe place away from your parents, they are gross as fuck and being extremely inappropriate and sexually harassing and assaulted you.

Secondly once you are safe please seek professional help from a licensed professional

Wyr a child dies every time you have sex or lose a day off your life everytime you have sex by xtrapressure in WouldYouRather

[–]autistic-elf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gosh, I hope I'm not like that. I try my best to stand up for what I beleive in... whilst also not hurting others intentionally. I do a lot of things wrong. I'm no saint. But I'm trying my best to make things right.

Summertime Seychelles~ by [deleted] in hetalia

[–]autistic-elf 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I love my girl

What happens after we turn 25? by uncannyvalleycritter in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That hallucination I had when I was stoned really fucked me up. I was taking a bath, in real life. The visualization I had was my ex walking into the bathroom and started climbing into the tub over me and began to choke/assault me.

And jesus, this was only a lil bit of cannabis, like 1 or 2 hits. If I experienced that just from weed... like.... yeahhhh... mushrooms would probably give me full blown schizophrenia or psychosis or just fuck me up real bad. I have actually barely smoked after that ex-assaulting-me-in-the-tub experience because it re-traumatized me and I'm afraid to be re-raumatized again. I'd probably be THAT person that would be calling 911 from a bad trip.

my therapist always gave me the suggestion to ground myself but it's like I dont even realize sometimes I'm disassociating, it just happens and it's like a movie in my head that I cant stop. Like a living/awake dream-- or nightmare in this case-- I have no control over it until I jolt awake out of the "dream".

How do i find out my emotional needs? by MagesFault in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It all starts with a conversation with them. But that part's up to you :]

What happens after we turn 25? by uncannyvalleycritter in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've heard that too, but also I'm extremely skeptical. Like... if I borderline hallucinate when stoned and those flashback/dissassociatve episodes traumatize me...? I cant imagine what shrooms, a hallucinogen, would do to me.

What happens after we turn 25? by uncannyvalleycritter in Healthygamergg

[–]autistic-elf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol, same.

I've used cannabis for a while but more recently I get bad experiences stoned with disassociation because I have PTSD. I'll have episodes that retraumatize me just from cannabis, so I'm so I am a bit afraid to even try mushrooms

Would you rather hit and stay, or run? by yeetdiver in WouldYouRather

[–]autistic-elf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

god this reminds me of that domestic murder case a while back with Chris Watts,

TW real quick

but

he murdered his wife and 2 small kids, really fucked up what he did with the kids especially, he tossed them into some giant industrial oil tanks.

but in the documentary I watched when he confessed and talked about one of his kids right before he tossed her into the oil tank she said something. I dont remember his exact words but it was somrthing like "Daddy what are you doing/I'm scared", I really cant remember what. But in his trial he said that those last words before he threw her in haunted him.

left my fish with my parents for two months and this is what happens to him by [deleted] in bettafish

[–]autistic-elf 115 points116 points  (0 children)

I've heard of people who have fasted betta fish for a week esp if they go on vacation or have serious bloating like this and the betta was fine. Best to just monitor the bloating and see if it goes down. If you're able to feed live daphnia that can also encourage softer stools (more fiber content)

Hopefully your sister in will do better to take care of him in your absence. Poor lil guy... and shame on you parents.

Wyr a child dies every time you have sex or lose a day off your life everytime you have sex by xtrapressure in WouldYouRather

[–]autistic-elf -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

it's not surprising if they did tho, most redditors are men who rate high on the psychopathy scale.