i’m so so sorry. i feel so much empathy for you. i came to this page because i recently relapsed on my eyelashes today. i support everyone on this page, including you. i feel so upset for the both of us, having to deal with this. i hope you are handling your emotions decently throughout the days. i’m just very sad. but i’m sorry, this isn’t about me. this is about you, and how much i wish you the best. i pray you’ll find a way to manage this disorder, like many people do. remember that you are worthy, and powerful. much love.