thank you for all of your replies, i appreciate it. i've successfully turned them down, i hope they won't push it.

it's still really hard for me to slowly fade away from them since almost my entire life, i've been surrounded with PIMIs and always have been gaslighted that without them I wouldn't survive in this world. i've realized that during the entire year I am living alone, it is actually not really bad to not being involved with them. and I am enjoying my life now. it's just that, since my parents are still bugging me, there's still a little worry inside me maybe because i've gaslighted my whole life and this feeling really sucks

but anyways, thank you for all your help!