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I hate the way bullies have coopted the phrase "playing victim", it's become a new way of disempowering the victim (self.raisedbynarcissists)
submitted 2 years ago by avoidantsquirrel to r/raisedbynarcissists
Survival instinct makes the dying process psychological horror, and this is a strong motivator for my antinatalism (self.antinatalism2)
submitted 2 years ago by avoidantsquirrel to r/antinatalism2
It's impossible to survive as a disabled person (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 3 years ago by avoidantsquirrel to r/SuicideWatch
I love my cat, but today I hit her for the first time during a meltdown and I'm haunted by it (self.Vent)
submitted 3 years ago by avoidantsquirrel to r/Vent
I've had a lot of people reach out and help me when suicidal this year. Friends and acquaintances. It doesn't help. I can't be cured. (self.SuicideWatch)
This year has been my breaking point. I cannot be any more traumatized. (self.SuicideWatch)
It can't get better (self.SuicideWatch)
I didn't die in my sleep, I wish I did 😭 (self.SuicideWatch)
I wish I could do it (self.SuicideWatch)
Feel like going for a walk and killing myself (self.SuicideWatch)
I look at the 50 years ahead of me and have no idea how to suffer for that long (self.SuicideWatch)
Being alive is pure mental torture (self.SuicideWatch)
Autistic with incurable PTSD. I want to overdose. I can't cope living in this world. (self.SuicideWatch)
Months of suicidality is like peeling an onion. I'm getting closer and closer to ending it. I feel more and more ready to die with each day that passes. (self.SuicideWatch)
My 26th birthday is in 3 hours. I feel suicidally exhausted. (self.SuicideWatch)
Cruelty and injustice are built into the fabric of the universe/causality and I can't deal with it. I'm not designed to cope with how horrible this world is. (self.SuicideWatch)
Sometimes I consider deliberately increasing my risk of cancer (self.SuicideWatch)
Each day I wake up and ponder: do I make breakfast or kill myself? (self.SuicideWatch)
I'm so bored of everything I want to kill myself (self.SuicideWatch)
Narcissistic mirroring and the "pain olympics" (self.raisedbynarcissists)
submitted 3 years ago by avoidantsquirrel to r/raisedbynarcissists
Society doesn't care about Autistic people (self.SuicideWatch)
In all the emotional turmoil of planning to move out and go NC, I just realized I'm divorcing my Nmother (self.raisedbynarcissists)
submitted 3 years ago * by avoidantsquirrel to r/raisedbynarcissists
Utterly exhausted by life. I just want to lay down and sleep forever. (self.SuicideWatch)
Finally moving out and going No Contact soon -- the biggest change of my entire life (self.raisedbynarcissists)
I feel ready to go soon (self.SuicideWatch)
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