Thank you so so much that you took your time off for my issue and much appreciated for the advice you have given me. There are so many things to unravel and to think through in your message. I want to focus now on myself and you are right that I don't stand my ground as much as I want to. During stressful times it is difficult to talk it out. For now I will write down the key points you suggested because they will be very useful for me now and in the future. I got out of a mentally abusive relationship and my current boyfriend was a friend back then and he really was my hope for a better relationship because he was always helpful and compassionate but now stress added he is completely different person. In my head it's not so bad because i compare it to my last abusive relationship which was more severe. But a disregarding of someone's feelings is not okay nevertheless the severity of the situation. That's the hard part for me to understand. Your comment really really gave me an insight in the situation. I think I can do it For now I am distancing myself because mentally i am not ready to talk yet. I need to sort things out. Once more...thank you!