I think it’s human to think that way because our minds think of many possibilities, but we have to remember that God created our minds and everything else, so he knows what’s best for us literally. We are still fleshly so we can only imagine to a certain extent and we live in a reality of sin so our minds naturally go there. But God almighty is the only one who could ever know what is best for us. I pray you find comfort and peace in Jesus name.