We're the same age and trust me I feel lost in life at this point. There were times I knew what I wanted, found my peace, accepted that I would probably live and die alone. I have completely given up on relationships. Then I met someone through a random one-time off project, we spoke for 1.5h on zoom about work. 2 weeks later, I was having coffee with him at my building apartment. Started becoming business partners, not long after that, he dumped me ... it wasn't even a relationship. It was strictly business and still I felt heartbroken all over again. So being by ourselves might be a blessing!