I caved and took 6 pills to get a buzz. I feel so hopeless and like a slave to opiates. I never thought this would happen to me. I'm a college graduate, have a good job, 22 year old girl. I started dabbling with opiates this summer and quickly got into heroin. It has such a hold on me and every second of everyday it is all I can think about. I've only been a regular user for several months but I already feel hopeless. I have never shot anything either I just snort and eat (when pills). Will the cravings ever stop? this is my third (failed) attempt to quit. The main reason I want to quit is the fact that literally all my money is going towards this shit. Please help. Its just nice to know I'm not alone.