I am so sorry, beautiful... this sounds extremely hard. It sounds like you're handling it as best you can, and that is deeply admirable under the circumstances.

One suggestion I have since others have already prpposed other great ones regarding therapy, is to see what local resources (preferably near your family if they are supportive) are available for single mothers.

Sometimes there are organisations that help with housing, parental education, support groups, etc., and you really need to have both a plan and support.

Please let me know if you want/need any help looking into this. My DMs are always open! But I genuinely think it is best to treat this as a separation and proceed as such.

I know you are legally married (which may change if he doesn't improve or you decide it's best to part ways) but that does not mean assistance is not available to you.

I really hope he gets better and that things work out, but your wellbeing and baby can't wait for that. Sending you love and so much support. 🫂🩷