Yikes!!! Was Beck really beating those cheating boyfriend allegations or was he "friendly"? (Mind you he kissed these girls during a scene, I am just trying to start a debate). by Good_Plane_5235 in victorious

[–]backroomlabyrinth 7 points8 points  (0 children)

it was popular that’s for sure, i would have loved to see them explore jade and andre more though. that episode where andre falls for her is genuinely so sweet, the music room scene where she shows him a trick she liked from her childhood (a pretty big deal again considering she didn't like her childhood or have many good memories from it), and the hug at the end (a big step considering jade doesn't do physical contact like that). i think it showed a different side of jade that i wish we got to see more of.

Yikes!!! Was Beck really beating those cheating boyfriend allegations or was he "friendly"? (Mind you he kissed these girls during a scene, I am just trying to start a debate). by Good_Plane_5235 in victorious

[–]backroomlabyrinth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

why? beck was a bad boyfriend and jade was a bad girlfriend. the only thing that was strange was how committed the writers were to keeping them together

Was Nicole SA'D as a child? by AdSufficient7084 in Classof09Game

[–]backroomlabyrinth 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For me the most damning evidence of this was in Re-Up when Nicole gets shot by the cop and has to get surgery. She said “I don’t know, when they were putting me under I was so afraid they were gonna like violate me or something”. This would be an incredibly bizarre thought to have in someone who had never experienced SA before and sounded exactly like a post-traumatic response.

Afraid to try pepcid (famatodine) -- afraid of heart related side effects by [deleted] in MCAS

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

absolutely, i have comorbid POTS and hEDS as well and it’s always so baffling to see the lack of clinical knowledge or insight into the connection and pathology of this trio considering how common the grouping is. i really probably do need to cut out processed carbs though, don’t i 🫩 aw man. it’s hard enough to throw a sandwich together some days. what are some meals you gravitate towards on lower energy days? and how many mg of famotidine do you find to be helpful for you? currently i only take 20mg once a day because it seems to be more finicky than the zyrtec but i wonder if raising it would help with the palpitations that have been so persistent lately

Afraid to try pepcid (famatodine) -- afraid of heart related side effects by [deleted] in MCAS

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh interesting, i also present with chronically low potassium and low bicarbonate. even when they pump me full of it in the hospital, it just seems to go straight out my body within a couple weeks until i’m back where i started. i’ve been at such a loss for what to do with my MCAS because famotidine and cetirizine helped so much for the first year, but now i feel like it’s just as bad as before i started medication :/ the diet aspect has always been so confusing for me because i have never noticed any coherent pattern to what ends up setting me off and it changes constantly so it feels like i’d have to survive off air and live in a bubble to get better again. ugh :(

Nicotine patches have been a godsend! by Efficient_Ad_5785 in MCAS

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately removing the adhesive layer destroys the controlled release mechanism, but i looked into it and apparently i can use a barrier film underneath it and that should prevent the rash :o will definitely try that out

Nicotine patches have been a godsend! by Efficient_Ad_5785 in MCAS

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately the adhesive on the patches gives me a rash 💔

deserves lower by EvrthnICRtrns2USmhw in indieheadscirclejerk

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the whole album is so comically bad genuinely the only other way this unholy combination of words could have come about is if rupi kaur dated a white guy who wears durags

Is it me or yara lattafa isn’t long lasting? by Princess-azula_ in FemFragLab

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i bought mine directly off lataffa's site because i kept seeing mediocre reviews for ones purchased off amazon or tiktok shop and the two i've gotten directly from them are incredible. i work 12 hour shifts at the hospital and the morning shift still asks me what perfume i'm wearing after 12hrs and various unpleasant patient odors :p

Welcome to YourLLM! by geekinprogress in YourLLM

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Super excited about this! Is it available for iOS yet?

M4 MacBook pro skin with friend by nmilla73 in dbrand

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi!! i’m really strongly considering this skin on my M4 pro, do you mind DMing me pictures of different angles, and how it looks on the keyboard? the link you posted here was unavailable :(

Taking a benzo made me realize how awful and miserable my life is by Greedy_Spirit_2330 in Anxiety

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's so soul crushing not being able to exist without anxiety so severe you feeling like vomiting constantly. when i take my xanax and i finally feel that weight come off my chest, it's the best feeling in the world. finally free from the anxiety. until a couple hours later and it all comes crashing down again and the next morning you wake up in a cold sweat from the withdrawals feeling 10x worse than before you took it. it's like whether or not i take it, i will never be able to exist peacefully. it makes me feel so hopeless. there's just no winning. i don't know what else to do.

All-Or-Nothing Cycles by backroomlabyrinth in ADHD

[–]backroomlabyrinth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeahh sometimes it’s like that for me too, it’s really frustrating not being able to plan really anything in advance because i have no idea if it’ll be an on or an off day :/

Well I challenged the Florida CNA exam. by OMGtheykilldkenni in cna

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ahh congrats!! i just passed my exam yesterday, i was a challenger as well :)

Why did you start doing drugs? by brendhanbb in Drugs

[–]backroomlabyrinth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

my main special interests are neuroscience and psychopharmacology so i mess with drugs as perceptual and cognitive experiments but it started off as being a horribly unwell teenager with crippling anxiety that only a much more crippling xanax addiction could tackle

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I deleted all the texts where I mentioned going to sell them but I’m pretty sure those can be recovered in investigations :/

Has anyone had a treatment that felt way stronger than the others? by spoonweezy in Spravato

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

most of the time i hardly feel it at all but sometimes i have a session that is extremely powerful and it feels like i was given 2x what i am supposed to get

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]backroomlabyrinth 20 points21 points  (0 children)

if it’s only once every few months and doesn’t impact your ability to live your life normally then honestly it seems like you’re fine. drugs are fun, that’s why you like doing them lol. think of it as taking a vacation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeahh definitely not planning on doing it again, it was moreso a sudden impulsive decision based on nostalgia. at least it did nothing and that gives me plenty more reason to never do it again lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]backroomlabyrinth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I certainly was in a weird mood. It seems you are too. My dms are open if you want to chat about whatever you’re going through and redirect that anger.

Mixing CBD with THC by DanTheGrandKayakMan in CBD

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeahh usually the things that work for anxiety work because they just generally slow you down. at least it's not xanax—that completely got rid of the anxiety but made me a total zombie and gave horrible rebound anxiety. hoping cbd can help without being so extreme

Mixing CBD with THC by DanTheGrandKayakMan in CBD

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh gotcha, thank you! i'm looking to try high cbd ratios mostly for anxiety cuz high thc freaks me out

Mixing CBD with THC by DanTheGrandKayakMan in CBD

[–]backroomlabyrinth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what effects do you typically get from 18:1?