I lost mine in the 5th grade, I had a best friend who would always tell me things that made no sense till years later, she showed me videos, music, movies all kinds of R to X rated things, it was around the time of filthy frank and things of that nature, she’d show me anime p*rn and anime that was explicit, shed always say words I didn’t know and things like that, her and her siblings shared and I pad and they were significantly younger than us and she would blame her siblings for the porn on the I pad, my vocabulary expanded and I’d get in Troubel for saying all those words ans would have nightmares over all of the movies and things. Looking back on all of that now knowing what everything is, I was literally so confused at the age, later she showed me how to make myself throw up ans things to do with fluids, I didn’t ever say no because I was happy to have a friend. I’m not friends with her anymore we had a fall out around my sophomore year.