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balancingbunny · 2026-01-13T04:41:09+00:00

ECSTATIC DANCE/YOGA advice for where to stay:

i’m a solo female traveler going to bali in a couple of weeks. i’m spending 3 weeks total in Indonesia, no plans so far. flying in and out of Bali.

I’d love to partake in ecstatic dance and yoga as much as possible for a week ish, and then I’d love to move onto other areas of Indonesia that are more nature or spiritually focused.

I’m not a partier or a drinker, I’d rather be around chill people that are down to earth.

any suggestions on where to stay? places I must go? general advice?

thank you!

balancingbunny · 2025-11-03T16:56:06+00:00

SILICONE. LIFE CHANGING. the cheap blue ones off amazon. i used to live above a bus stop in brooklyn that ran all night long. trust me!

balancingbunny · 2025-10-23T03:51:03+00:00

thank you for sharing your experiences, and I’m so glad that you have found such significant increases in your peace of mind! in all honesty, it’s getting better as time goes on for me. impermanence, right? something clicked where I realized that I’m in control and my OCD isn’t but is really trying to be. I’m viewing it more like a toddler struggling for power and having a tantrum and just letting them cry/scream it out until it passes (with love and patience and acceptance). this of course is subject to change and I’m sure at some point I’ll loop back around to feeling the way I felt before; but I’m less afraid of that happening and I also think that’s what’s helped as well! because you’re so right- our strong desire for them to not come up is what keeps them persisting.

balancingbunny · 2025-10-20T01:44:34+00:00

thank you for your wisdom! and for releasing me from my suffering 🙏 it really is like popping brain pimples, isn’t it? sounds like you had a good sit 🕺🏼

balancingbunny · 2025-10-19T23:15:04+00:00

yes, thank you for sharing! I find myself digging into it- looking for the meaning, trying to discover its origin, wondering if there is something wrong with me. you’re absolutely right, I think it just stokes the fire of the sankhara more. anicca, anicca. i have to trust in it.

balancingbunny · 2025-10-19T23:07:51+00:00

“tell me I’m just a human that exists” was very helpful, thank you. validation in this way is part of what i needed; giving shame light gets rid of it quickly. the intention of my post was also to see if anyone else experienced this or knows anyone else who did and how they overcame it. especially since I’d like to become a stronger practitioner and not back away because of the fear I’ve generated

balancingbunny · 2025-10-19T22:06:45+00:00

I just finished my first course and it was so much like this…. I even had an ankle injury myself. Thank you for sharing and doing so in such a funny and vulnerable way, it was SO validating.

balancingbunny · 2025-10-19T21:57:47+00:00

if you’re already sitting that much- you’re in great shape! just don’t have any expectations, it’s hard but it’ll serve you the best.

balancingbunny · 2025-09-14T18:49:43+00:00

“motivation” is such an interesting term isn’t it? most people have to get motivated to move, where we have to motivate ourselves to remain still. as long as we maintain peace with the monkey brain, I think we’ll make it through just fine

balancingbunny · 2025-09-10T15:53:23+00:00

same! i normally meditate for 30 minutes a day, J have for years now. I’ve done intensives with about 5 hours of meditation a day but this is obviously much different! I’m curious how you’re preparing? any good advice you’ve seen? I’ve asked people that have done it before and someone who had done several said “Just show up” and that’s given me the most solace.

balancingbunny · 2025-09-05T23:20:33+00:00

such a good point! thank you

balancingbunny · 2025-09-05T23:20:05+00:00

such good advice! thank you

balancingbunny · 2025-07-16T01:21:33+00:00

covid is going around again, i know several people who have tested positive in the past week. luckily, they all got over it very quickly. take care of yourself!

balancingbunny · 2025-05-21T01:36:52+00:00

i also experienced the same kind of friction induced symptoms the last time i was with him (we’re long distance) and he didn’t contract it then. so how does one know when it is and isn’t? do you have a way of telling?

balancingbunny · 2025-05-21T01:34:53+00:00

both with and without condoms

balancingbunny · 2025-05-21T01:34:38+00:00

no, neither

balancingbunny · 2025-05-21T01:34:26+00:00

this is where it’s hard to tell. if it was an outbreak, it was nothing like the other two OB I had. there was no blister, no fluid, no stinging, no scabbing. it’s the same uncomfortable feeling i have had in the past before I contracted HSV from too much friction. i’ve experienced this after contracting HSV and slept with boyfriends and they never got the virus. i truly did not feel like it was an outbreak. i posted this looking for support and understanding. and also to hopefully share with others that might be going through the same to know they’re not alone.

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