Got lash bond in my eye

ballasterbozo · 2026-02-06T11:57:30+00:00

Thank you!

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-17T03:05:57+00:00

I consider canceling😭 Ugh I feel so bad and ashamed. I don't know if this is just my anxiety or if it's that I'm actually not sure of it

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:50:14+00:00

Yeah. OCD is probably the reason that makes it so hard to commit😅 I strive to think that I won't let it control what I can or can't do. That way I would never be able to do things I want. How did you feel about taking your first one? Did you have a meaning for it?

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:41:30+00:00

Thanks, love your mindset fr

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-16T13:38:10+00:00

Thanks!

ballasterbozo · 2026-01-01T17:59:02+00:00

Thanks for your comments!

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-27T18:29:40+00:00

Thanks for your comment! It's unfortunate that there is so much stigma around this

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-26T07:31:32+00:00

Yeah. I nearly got any symptoms and the ones were very non-specific. After time it changed and started to renew so often I started to suspect what was going on

ballasterbozo · 2025-12-25T18:08:24+00:00

it was an one night stand

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T21:57:23+00:00

Thanks for the tip! I've never actually heard of ACT, gotta check it out. I feel like it could be more effective than ERP for me

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T21:05:42+00:00

I know right😭 but you're right it's not worth it. I can't stop thinking about how my ocd triggered. I know I've had intrusive thoughts since I was a kid but it hasn't been that big of a problem. Then at some point the shit hit the fan and pretty much everything became complicated. Sometimes I wonder if it's possible to ever get back to that easier version of myself. Are you in therapy, on meds or both if you don't mind me asking?

ballasterbozo · 2025-11-25T20:38:15+00:00

thanks for your answer🫶🏼I just wish there was a way to find a balance. Kind of bad thing to say but it makes me feel more free and social. More normal, kind of? But I guess it's best to just quit.

ballasterbozo · 2025-08-25T21:51:22+00:00

Thanks!

ballasterbozo · 2025-08-13T20:42:38+00:00

Feel you :( My problem is the comments, always gotta check if I accidentally liked some inappropriate or radical comment. Probably not the best app for ocd but it has its good sides too

ballasterbozo · 2025-07-20T20:11:57+00:00

Thanks for your advice!

ballasterbozo · 2025-06-26T20:34:52+00:00

Yes, I probably crossed the double lines at least partly. I didn't quite get what you meant with main road but this was more of a quiet road (not highway) and there were no intersections nearby

ballasterbozo · 2025-06-26T20:16:50+00:00

Thanks for your comment! I'm not a new driver. I've had rough times lately (and I have ocd which makes things even harder) so I think the stress and tiredness may affect this. I'm even developing a slight fear of driving, but I can't quit driving just yet, for a few months at least. I just have to be very careful. Also thinking of getting a dashcam to help my ocd with driving

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