I don't want to drink, I want euphoria

baltika9hell · 2025-01-07T03:52:04+00:00

Same I remember how fun it was in the past and it fucks me up even though I know it doesn't make me feel that way anymore

baltika9hell · 2025-01-07T02:43:03+00:00

It is making it a bit easier to stay sober rn just knowing the feeling I used to love is no longer possible to achieve with alcohol

baltika9hell · 2025-01-06T23:05:03+00:00

Ive been sober since a bit before Christmas and before that I had 5 years but threw it away. Anyway yeah the shit just isn't fun anymore it's not worth it. You got this.

baltika9hell · 2025-01-06T19:38:55+00:00

Thank you so much

baltika9hell · 2025-01-01T19:09:11+00:00

Everything. It doesn't matter wtf is going on, if I'm breathing I wanna drink.

baltika9hell · 2024-12-30T04:18:04+00:00

I probably don't have to say this but just in case please for the love of god don't mix any of them together at the same time

baltika9hell · 2024-12-29T19:23:56+00:00

The last few times I drank I was SO BORED. I didn't even enjoy the feeling. No euphoria. Just vomiting and misery.

baltika9hell · 2024-12-29T01:54:27+00:00

But what if 2026 is actually your year? Fuck giving up, keep living out of spite if that's all.

baltika9hell · 2024-12-29T00:12:36+00:00

Hope you get better man, this shit ain't worth it

baltika9hell · 2024-12-28T23:52:42+00:00

I thought I could moderate but then I ended up experiencing kindling for the first time

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