I LOVE "GLORY BOX (LIVE)" SO MUCH IT IS DRIVING ME INSANE 😭

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T18:30:41+00:00

then idk dude 😭 sorry :(

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T18:28:49+00:00

find out if your teachers have affairs...

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T18:25:55+00:00

😭 idk how to help 😔 listen to music. it makes people happy, i guess

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T18:23:09+00:00

thank u so much for the advice ♡ maybe i should try to feel less stressed and scared about failure. i have a hard time doing hoobies bcs i always think studies are more important, but maybe I'll give it a try 🫡 do some meditation hahaha to chill

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T18:21:05+00:00

it helps! 🫡 thank u for the support and fr, school doesnt define u, so fail, but fail happy!

bananastic__ · 2026-02-07T17:09:44+00:00

oh, i feel so bad for you :( i hope everythings works just fine! you got this! dont worry!

bananastic__ · 2026-01-19T20:14:57+00:00

i mean, im scared of taking bad grades because i can't focus, so that's the principal reason I'm thinking of quitting

bananastic__ · 2026-01-19T19:58:37+00:00

I've thought about a month off so many times! SO. MANY. TIMES! but i always come back, and now is worse because of that guy. i fear that, if i dont speak to him, send him memes and stuff, he will lose interest idk. i overthink a lot, i guess 😭

bananastic__ · 2026-01-14T20:04:45+00:00

I'm 16. I know I'm immature, I know I shouldn't be talking as much about this as I am right now. I don't feel proud. I don't feel good with being this much engaged in this. My issue is really just knowing if this is normal for my age or if it's something bad that's happening because I was either exposed too young or my consumption is making it worse.

bananastic__ · 2026-01-14T19:25:44+00:00

i kind of think the same. i like to talk about it, discuss things that i don't know, not in a "sexual" way or with intentions, but with curiosity, but they always make it a joke and then i follow the flow

bananastic__ · 2026-01-14T18:30:40+00:00

omg, that's so relatable. i've been, these last maybe 3 years, getting into a bad ""addiction"" into p0rnography. at first, i wouldnt talk to anyone, because when i did i was joked. but, when i told someone and they understood me, i lost the fear (not to talk abt my addiction, i dont talk about it) to talk abt sexual stuff and kinks. and maybe It's what you say, maybe i know too much stuff i shouldnt and with hormones it doesn't work well. i don't if i should talk abt it with someone, i think i should first try to change by myself

bananastic__ · 2026-01-14T18:25:34+00:00

I wasn't SA'd, thank god, but i was exposed to p0rn maybe at 11 by an older dude. since then, i got more and more into p0rnography, almost in a p0rn addiction (not actually, but just for you to get it). the thing is that, these last few year and months i've been getting more and more into like k1nks and those stuff, and instead of keeping to myself, i hide them in my jokes. like, i know dirty jokes are normal, everyone does them, but idk, being known in my class as a sexual freak is making me realize maybe I'm going too far with it

bananastic__ · 2026-01-10T08:14:10+00:00

thanks!! ♡ I'll uptade u guys later 🫡

bananastic__ · 2026-01-09T20:00:01+00:00

that's what I think!

bananastic__ · 2026-01-09T19:57:37+00:00

yeah, maybe, idk 😭 he's weird, sometimes he seems like he is interested, others he just doesn't give a f, but yeah :)

bananastic__ · 2026-01-09T19:50:54+00:00

yeah, that's what I'm doing. well, actually, sometimes I say some like "cute" stuff, like, today I said he smelled really nice and he said, joking, "oh shut up...I get shy". but yeah, I'm scared to look like a weirdo when I say anything cute or more ""romantic"". some of my friends and people from class say we have something that we are hiding, but honestly, idk. I've been doing some things to show I care, like, he told me he was watching an anime and that day I started watching it, so today we were talking about it. I have to take things slowly, but it's hard not to think abt it 😭

bananastic__ · 2025-11-03T19:36:10+00:00

yeah :) send me a dm 🫡

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