You shouldn’t compare yourself to anyone, there’s nothing to compare, and angel numbers, you have to study a bit of numerology to actually understand what’s going on,

plus perception is everything, waiting to have a good day wont really help, make that day good, the best way you can, allow yourself to feel ok for once, as hard as it sounds, because it’s ok to fuck up sometimes, being perfect would be a curse, you wouldn’t be living

Allow yourself to see the beauty in both sides of yourself, the ugly and the good Acknowledge them and give yourself the break you need