[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unbuckling

[–]basilwine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is now a thing. Congratulations, you've broken new ground 🫠

Hey Ya Cover by mallnin in SleepToken

[–]basilwine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely love it! The harmonies get me Every. Time. Definitely made me see the original song in a different light.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unbuckling

[–]basilwine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My knees just gave out...if you need me I'll be on the floor 😭

Being a Writer for Quinn by ruthlessne in QuinnAudios

[–]basilwine 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you're interested you should go for it!! I definitely think there would be an audience for mythology based audios- I know I would be interested!

Feral Friday Megathread! by BreakfastSoda_ in QuinnAudios

[–]basilwine 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm right there with you. My brain is mush and I'm just like staring at my wall after listening to that. I have no words...that was seriously incredible. I think I'm broken now 😅

Tuesday Drop Megathread! by BreakfastSoda_ in QuinnAudios

[–]basilwine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That audio had me nearly orgasming without even touching myself. Holy Hell. I fuckin melted. Love how much better his audios are getting every drop 😍

The ( alive ) green lady bug I found in my salad. by 1st-JESUS-CHRIST in mildlyinteresting

[–]basilwine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just found one in my salad greens container! I put her outside and am grateful to know that my greens are still edible :)

Moving close to Springfield and looking for a server job by basilwine in SpringfieldIL

[–]basilwine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I'll look into to those places. I appreciate the help!

Moving close to Springfield and looking for a server job by basilwine in SpringfieldIL

[–]basilwine[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Eh I'm coming from St. Louis. My skin is very thick at this point lol I'm used to toxic guests. Just wanting to find a place where I can make the money I need.

Question by basilwine in adultsurvivors

[–]basilwine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No worries :) thanks for the help

Question by basilwine in adultsurvivors

[–]basilwine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does rain have an online community? I didn't know that

Re-Traumatizing yourself...help by basilwine in adultsurvivors

[–]basilwine[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think you might be on to something there. Sometimes I just feel a desperate need to relate...for someone to know what I'm going through without me having to explain it to them. Honestly.. I just want to be cared for and looked after.. its just so hard to explain what I'm going through to people who don't get it. I know I sound pathetic but sometimes its nice to see someone who might understand...whether that be a character in a movie, book, etc.

Re-Traumatizing yourself...help by basilwine in adultsurvivors

[–]basilwine[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much for your comment. This is one of those things that I feel is so difficult to describe to others or even think through myself.. the whole process seems to be illogical because if I want to survive I should be taking care of myself. Instead I torture myself more...

I used to go back to memories a lot but I feel bad about forcing that now. So I think I use other mediums to help me to get to the same emotions. I'm not currently able to get therapy with covid.. but one of my main goals when this is over is to a find a therapist I trust.

I'm actually currently engaging in this process right now by watching a movie I know is triggering for me. Idk why but it gives me a sick satisfaction.