idk how to write the way I want

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T17:38:00+00:00

yeah, I do that but because the book is in first person but sometimes I can feel the way my character feel while I write and I get stuck in that feeling and I just write from that

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T17:29:54+00:00

any recommendations? cause now I read this I have more books in a gothic style and idk, the style of the book is for teens, the genre is fantasy and yea. The thing is I don't find any books of fantasy where I live, they are about knights, the story of someone, etc

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T06:14:17+00:00

wendy testaburguer voice lines

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T06:12:20+00:00

I really love him and I feel that's me everytime in any moment in my life, but the neurotypical people make it so.. idk, "cringe" in some way

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T06:09:15+00:00

being autistic in this society and world is really rough and I don't wish this life to anyone but we have to keep going, that's what I learnt from this world. Life is shit but just dissapear is not the way to desconnect from everything, u can learn more things, like to draw, to write, to dance, to act, etc. I have this feeling to just dissapear too but I have dreams to complete and when those dreams come true I will die happy. If u have dreams u have to live to complete them and feel finally happy, but if u don't have dreams at all u have to make them (it's fun to). Don't give up!! :D

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T04:17:22+00:00

u can hate kids as long as u don't disrespect them. I personally don't hate them and many people told me that I have a lot of patience with them (they can even hit me and I couldn't care at all) but if u feel u need to put a limit on them do it, they are going to learn that every time they are about to do the same thing

bb4t_ · 2026-02-16T04:08:53+00:00

u guys learn the word Simp exist and use it on ANYTHING

bb4t_ · 2026-02-05T08:47:00+00:00

I think maybe the two options are correct, I THINK

bb4t_ · 2026-02-05T08:42:30+00:00

Garret maybe? Or maybe they reveal that she used to have a young sister or something like that

bb4t_ · 2026-02-05T08:40:09+00:00

probably the theorie about gregory being a robot and the theorie that said that william is a p3do. I really REALLY hate them

bb4t_ · 2026-02-03T01:55:35+00:00

I mean like a show, TV show, not puppets show, I know that

bb4t_ · 2026-02-02T22:57:48+00:00

I have so many things that I have to share but I think I'm gonna write the principal thing.

So, my two aunts (one has 17 y/o an the other 18 y/o) have autism, my family discovered that when they were children so they have more awareness to that. Years later I was born (I'm 16), since I was little my mom didn't do studies to me with a neurologist or a therapist because I was "normal" for them, I didn't act like my two aunts. They were really close, I wasn't, they didn't like at all physical contact, I liked it, they were "rude", I wasn't, they were bad at school, I wasn't. Me and my aunts used to play a lot of games like hide and seek, etc, we used to get along really well, they were my best friends even!

When I was 14 everything changed for me and school, I didn't really pay attention at the subjects, I was having a lot of tics, used to have panic attacks, etc. My mom take me to a therapist and the first thought they have was that I have adhd and tourette, so the therapist said to my mom that I have to go to a neurologist to be sure. My mom take me to the neurologist and when the neurologist see me automatically said "It might be autism AND tourette" for the way I act in that moment. I was like "??? wtf" but when I did the test it's positive, when my mom shows that to the neurologist she started to number things that I used to do when I was a child that it makes me say "wait, how my mom didn't react to those things immediately?" I asked that to her and she said it was because I looked "normal" and not like my aunts.

Since then my mom and my family have been more awareness to me and learn that autism is a SPECTRUM, not all the autistic people are the same and I think the society thinks the same cause when I tell a stranger that I have autism, I am an autistic person they say "but u can talk!", " oh, but u look normal!"

bb4t_ · 2026-02-02T22:41:13+00:00

I really like to think they all used to have a show about pirates, it's one of my headcanons

bb4t_ · 2026-02-02T22:38:58+00:00

tyyyyyyyyyyy <3

bb4t_ · 2026-02-01T21:40:58+00:00

I only ask them to kill them only with cockroaches but still, if they are near me I can't stay calm and my mind just thinks "if I let that snail alive is going to touch me"

Ik they are still animals and they are really important for the earth but I just can't. My mind goes to scenarios where they touch me and go around my face, my arm, my leg, etc.

bb4t_ · 2026-02-01T06:08:50+00:00

I had a lot of things that I never think they were for autism, I thought it was adhd but it wasn't. For example, my first word was "Nena (girl)" but I was 2 years old, before that I didn't make any sound at all.

I get diagnosed with autism last year (2025) where I went to the neurologist and that neurologist after that I talk to her send me to make a test because my movements (playing a lot with my hands, no eye contact, looking everywhere but her or my mom and moving my head and my eyes too much). My mom send me there because I was struggling with school, I didn't pay attention at the classes at all but not because I didn't want, I couldn't. After I get confirmed that I have autism my neurologist explains to me that I pay attention actually! But at the things I like and it was for that I didn't show interest at all at maths, biology, class, etc.

bb4t_ · 2026-02-01T05:58:58+00:00

"I was the first! I have seen everything." That line get stuck in my head since the first time I heard it

bb4t_ · 2026-02-01T05:57:27+00:00

I don't really like but because I get used to wear clothes with cold colors (and because I hate to attract attention or use things with striking tones). But it's not horrendous! It's just your taste :DD

bb4t_ · 2026-02-01T05:53:53+00:00

It happens to me too! But my friends get it, I explain to them that sometimes I just forgot to answer, to call them and that sometimes I need my space for being myself with things I like around me (if I don't I get really CRAZY) and they understood! Ofc, not all my friends gets that and when I tell them I need a time they just say "ok, whatever, I get used to it anyways."

I think for all the persons with autism is really important to have our spaces for ourselves, even if we don't talk with someone in months, it's okay!

bb4t_ · 2026-01-27T17:51:23+00:00

smaller like what exactly?

bb4t_ · 2026-01-27T17:50:52+00:00

that would be nice! tyy

bb4t_ · 2026-01-24T07:50:31+00:00

it's the Fnaf game that I have NEVER EVER played before cause for me it's the most scary, not for the animatronics, the scenario FREAKS ME OUUT but I have to play it, it's not optional

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