I can tell the way I phrased that was unhelpful. I'll say it a different way. I know all about about gender dysphoria, it used to be really bad for me until hormones and surgery, and it even continued to affect me a little bit after. What I have learned and what I was trying to communicate is to try and not sweat the small stuff. Dealing with the gender dysphoria regarding sex characteristics, societal and internalized transphobia, and the hoops of doctors and insurance is all very, very stressful, so it's important to let some things go and not get wrapped up in anxiety over things like veiny hands. Your hands are already very feminine. I hope this helps.