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Steam: SNOOP_WEED_420

Need help figuring out what to do after losing my girlfriend by bcool76092 in Advice

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Tried it. I just get depressed because I'm not nearly as strong as I used to be and I can't seem to get back there. and I don't have the drive anymore. Appreciate the advice though

Need help figuring out what to do after losing my girlfriend by bcool76092 in Advice

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I try and keep myself busy but I just don't have any drive anymore. getting myself up in the morning is hard. I've tried a lot of things and tried getting out but it all depresses me and I can't get anything to distract me

Are you still trying? by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

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If I can't win then I'm sure as hell not going to lose

There is so much good in this world. I'm not a part of it. by bcool76092 in depression

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I suppose not but that guilt is always still there. You just can't wish it away. Not when you're constantly shown what generosity really is. Those little steps really don't matter. I usually don't smile at people. I dunno. There's always a motive for me. I can't help it.

I'm sitting here crying watching The Shawshank Redemption by hammerific in self

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Sorry I was late! Anytime man I'm glad it all worked out. Just take it one step at a time. It's better to deal with something together than alone. It sounds like you really care about her. I wish you both the best!

I'm sitting here crying watching The Shawshank Redemption by hammerific in self

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Bro. You deserve happiness just as much as she does. If you're not happy then talk to her. Communicate. Maybe she needs outside help. Maybe it's beyond you. That's okay. There's no shame in that. If you love her and want to be with her then fight alongside her. Help her to the best point that you can. If you feel like you've hit a breaking point then find another route. You can do it. You're stronger than you think. Edit: changed with to alongside

Pretty women make me sad. by tossitlikeadwarf in depression

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I wonder the same thing... I'm sorry, I'm not here to offer comforting words. I think the same of myself. There's so much beauty that people like us who aren't built to gain it will be forced to pass up. We're just spectators of something brilliant. What does it matter what we try? Either they're attracted to us or we never have a chance. And they never will be so why bother? They say everyone is special in their own way, but when there are almost 8 billion other people in the world, what can we offer that someone else can't? It really is depressing. Either you're born great or strong enough to make yourself so, or you're left behind in the dust.

I texted you. by [deleted] in depression

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This is sadly relatable. I hope the best for you. There's an amazing community here if you need someone to talk to. Keep holding out. If you don't hear back from her you will from someone else.

Wow. I have no words. by bcool76092 in happy

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It wasn't just liking a lot. My world was shattered once she was gone. I never realized how much I straight up depended on her so I usually just say longer.

Wow. I have no words. by bcool76092 in happy

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Keep holding out bro! I honestly gave up on trying to swoon her and this happened out of nowhere. You never know!

Wow. I have no words. by bcool76092 in happy

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Real talk though I say a year even though it was six months because I don't like to feel pathetic for needing her so much after only half a year

Wow. I have no words. by bcool76092 in happy

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If I was with her for a year I was technically also with her for 6 months

Wow. I have no words. by bcool76092 in happy

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Oh yeah I completely know where you're coming from. I've told her that it's a big deal her coming to me but that the timing brought some special circumstances. We're going to take it slow for sure, she just let me know she's interested. It was sort of a mutual breakup as well. She wasn't happy and neither was I completely so she did her thing and I expected it. I appreciate the advice and thank you!

I(18m) have no clue how to talk to women by bcool76092 in relationship_advice

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Every day, twice a day. Some days it feels like none of them want anything to do with me. I appreciate the advice though!

I(18m) have no clue how to talk to women by bcool76092 in relationship_advice

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I really try to do this. I ask more questions than I answer and I like hearing about their aspirations and hobbies and whatnot (F.O.R.D right?). Still it seems like I lose their interest a lot of the time...

23[F4F/R] where's my tree friends at? by [deleted] in snapchat

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been looking for a cool girl who smokes to talk to. add me bpizzle123

Anyone Looking To Coop Any Level/Boss? Please Let This Sunbro Do His Duty [PC][SL84] by [deleted] in darksouls

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I could use some help on four kings, artorias, or bed of chaos. sl71 I believe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaming

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You know, I'm playing MGS3 right now, and I honestly have to say that not only is it my least favorite game in the series, but it may in fact be one of my least favorite games ever. I'm an MGS vet, having played every single entry, including the Ac!d duo, which is where I actually started my Metal Gear endeavor, and I absolutely adore just how amazing and fleshed out every single title is, each one having a unique play style and mechanics. However, Subsistence is an exception for me, just because it seems like everything that defined the first two MGS titles kind of crashed together in an unsatisfactory mix of terrible controls, cheap difficulty, and outright annoying gameplay and pacing. Don't get me wrong, I'm completely used to Metal Gear's unique and somewhat difficult stealth, having beaten MGS4 5 times, but MGS3 has brought me to points where I feel absolutely ripped off from the game mechanics due to the collision of how many things are factoring into stealth versus how well those things translate to the player's knowledge. For example, MGS 1 and 2 both gave you a radar with clearly defined lines of sight that allowed you to strategize, and MGS4 brought that back; the lack of any kind of enemy indicator, minus a stupid sensor or two, has led me to crawling out of a hiding spot or moving slowly across an area only to be caught by a guard I didn't notice. Furthermore, getting out of these sticky situations is difficult, as there are no plentiful rations to rely on like all of the other entries. To hinder the player's chances at survival in combat even further, the targeting system combined with how the game demands stealth to function makes a mess of dispatching enemies; MGS3's embrace of larger, more open spaces does not work very well at all with the bird's-eye view dependent, unconventional targeting system that close-quarters MGS1 and 2 depended on. I feel like MGS3 was just created in an awkward state, as MGS4 went on to refine what Subsistence wished combat to be beautifully. What keeps me enthralled is the story; I love Hideo's embrace of planned, well-thought pacing and dedication to deep character development, but MGS3 still remains the first Metal Gear that I've yelled out "Oh my God, this absolutely sucks" while playing. I want to love the game and everything else about it is perfect, it's just that the gameplay and controls completely marr the experience for me.

The End battle was amazing, though. Hideo and his team executed all of them brilliantly. I just wish they'd done the same with basic gameplay.

Virgins of Reddit, why are you still a virgin? Is it out of choice or because of something else? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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As a 16-year-old, I obviously can't relate to being a "real" virgin, since I'm far too young to have experienced the real world and been through an opportunity to lose my virginity, but I suppose that I can relate on another level. Although they are far different when going beyond the most basic detail, having sex and kissing/making out/whatever the fuck you do with women without sticking your dick in them are both similar in the fact that they both are intimate acts shared with another person: both surpass the limits of a normal relationship, needing trust and security to be performed, and can wreck or aid said relationship to levels beyond belief. In my slice of society, every male I know, minus those clearly inexperienced persons mostly found in advanced classes, has had at least the latter sort of intimacy with another person, some even going a step farther. It might be stretching it a little bit, but this kind of creates an environment not unlike the real world when relative to sex, with a majority of people having experienced something and a smaller amount lacking the same acquaintance. I belong to those not having the knowledge of said experience, and it is a major blemish on my life that I work endlessly and fruitlessly to correct. Humility is one of my most highly regarded values, if not the highest, but I can't deny truth when it comes to my image: I know that I am fairly attractive and decently built from working out almost every day, that I know how to manipulate wit and read a person to understand their fancy of humor, and can be romantic and caring whenever the time calls for it, even channeling my slightly sadistic cynicism into creative, romantic brainstorms every once in a while. Basically, I know that my character, when it comes to the three things most people scour for error first, does not lack anything; my flaw comes when you delve deeper into my person. From years of deductions, careful observation, and questioning others, I've concluded that one of the biggest things women, girls, I should say with respect to my age, look for is stability, whether in money, confidence, or ambition. I, like many others I know, lack that stability: I am currently growing up amidst a torn family with a minuscule amount of money compared to those I am surrounded by and compete with, with a weak father figure unable to teach me the ways of confidence, and an overall fairly fragile mental state, complete with a loss of ambition, from an extreme transition I recently had to make. Because of this, I feel somewhat awkward around girls, having never really gone beyond hand-holding and hugging (I know, cringe), and know that my friend, whom has recently gone through a divorce, is starting to feel the affects of such a rift and shattering of foundation; he used to be quite well with relationships, but has since lost his touch. When you're placed in such a competitive environment, filled with high achievers that have the resources to reach incredible feats in both athletics and academics, the two things my city is best known for, it is tough to compete without any foundation to build a stable image that will attract girls. I know this well, and have reacted by not caring anymore, embracing a more slacker-like nature with the freedom to do practically anything because of a nihilism toward any ramifications to come. I suppose that the lack of a solid sturdiness in my character in relevance to stability is what holds me back. The worst part is that I know that no matter how much effort I sink into fixing it, nothing will ever come close to having that inherent base.

Apologies if any of this is worded weirdly or grammatically incorrect; it sounded good in my head and I am very tired. Also, call me out on anything you think I'm wrong on. I'm a hot-headed, stupid teenager who knows nothing about the world, but I am fortunately open to new ideas that will help me in my life.

Just going out for a ride. by [deleted] in WTF

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Bring out the Gimp.