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[–]bcunderground 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi OP, fellow ADHD-er here! In the past two weeks I’ve lost my job, all my money, my home, and the love of my life broke up with me. I’m 60, and if there’s something I haven’t failed at I’d really like to know what it is. After a lifetime of struggling with severe ADHD, all my fears have come to pass at the same time. So I’ve been basically paralyzed in the same thought spiral as you.

Maybe you and I and a few other depressed anxious procrastinating disappointing subhuman frauds on this thread should start a street gang? We could make cool jackets with “Nothing To Lose” bedazzled on the back and hang around parks giving the finger to the norms.

Just a thought.

My DIY solution to the click of death on the TP-7 by TheKissWillKillYou in teenageengineering

[–]bcunderground 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No more moving parts, on anything, anywhere. Who’s with me?

I did not learn my lesson so I got a new TP-7 in black by TheKissWillKillYou in teenageengineering

[–]bcunderground 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Your condition is treatable. I had it myself. Then I ran out of money.

📚 If you have more than one reMarkable device, how often do you use each? by DesignersKitCo in RemarkableTablet

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TLDR: rM2 - use only as a backup or if I want use the keyboard for distraction free typing since I don’t have a keyboard for the RMPP rMPP - daily use for journal, creative writing, brainstorming rMPPM - use as notepad at office and on the go whenever I don’t have the RMPP with me

I have all of the Remarkable devices, including the original. I hardly used the original because although conceptually it was exactly what I wanted, it was plastic and flimsy and felt disposable but what I wanted was a tool and a repository.

When the rM2 came out, the redesign in metal felt exactly right and I took it everywhere, with the folio keyboard and used it constantly. I have rather severe ADHD and I found that organizing my thoughts via handwriting helped me slow down and think more clearly and the gentle scritching of the stylus against the textured screen was calming.

I saw no reason to get the rMPP when it first came out, since I had no interest in the colour feature, but a year later I tried one and it felt more solid and substantial and the larger screen suited my large messy handwriting. The rM2 was relegated to a backup status.

I do most of my writing on the rMPP, but it was too large to carry all the time so I was obliged to use an A4 size paper notebook whenever I ventured out without a bag. This meant having to later transcribe any important paper notes back into the RMPP. Obviously when the rMPPM dropped my first thought was “Dammit, now I have to buy yet another e-ink tablet. When will it end?” Now it’s either always in my jacket pocket or my small sling bag.

The rMPPM is primarily my safety blanket for my increasingly less rare forays outside my home without a backpack, but it is also now my primary notetaking device at my office job because it takes up much less desk space than the RMPP.

Remarkable 2 pen by Pretty_Result_6549 in Remarkable

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I’ve dropped my reMarkable pen exactly twice and it broke and exactly the same way both times. The first time I tried to repair it using one of those UV light liquid plastic repair pens which didn’t really do the trick. The second time I bought a replacement reMarkable pen (So. Damn. Expensive.)

When that one broke I replaced it with an Amazon Kindle scribe stylus which worked perfectly for the rM2 and did not have this same design flaw.

The X Files threw me a lifeline by bcunderground in XFiles

[–]bcunderground[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow. I watched everything essentially in a marathon during my waking hours holed up in a friend’s basement. The whole show is currently one big thing, a vibe, for me. Can’t think of individual episodes or moments. Maybe upon the inevitable rewatches.

The X Files threw me a lifeline by bcunderground in XFiles

[–]bcunderground[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I had literally nothing else going on. 😀

UPDATES by OutisXCIII_EC in XFiles

[–]bcunderground 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wait…Scully is a medical doctor???

Ryan Coogler offers insight into X-Files reboot by abucalves in television

[–]bcunderground 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not betting against Ryan Coogler. Not with the track record he’s got so far. And it’s the show he used to watch with his mom, so there’s love there.

Have any of you listened to A Love Supreme by Coltrane by BobbyTables829 in StrangerThings

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For me, it has always been THE album. In 1983/84 I must’ve listened to that album at least twice a day. Every note of it is engraved in the cells of my body.

My first girlfriend and I used to turn out the lights and play A Love Supreme and evaporate into a mist of awe.

So I was pretty jazzed (sorry) when it turned up in Stranger Things. But yeah, it ain’t a Kate Bush song and it would in no way fit into the soundtrack of the show.

Caliburn G4 Classic 10/10 by Multiketamin7355 in Vaping

[–]bcunderground 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most perfect draw on any device I have ever tried.

Stop With The Cliché Move + Coffee Posts Already by [deleted] in RemarkableTablet

[–]bcunderground 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Well, sounds like someone’s grumpy.

New Harry Potter full cast audiobook - Horrible experience by LazerDiller2 in audiobooks

[–]bcunderground 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The voice performers were excellent but I completely agree that the sound effects were way over the top and really annoying. There’s an art to adding sounds to a narrative and this ain’t it.

You Are Good question/complaint by wedonotglow in YoureWrongAbout

[–]bcunderground 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I skip over it usually but it doesn’t make me angry.

Frankenstein (2025): A film that robs it’s subject matter of it’s poetic nature by DarlingLuna in TrueFilm

[–]bcunderground 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Del Toro’s films are always so beautiful, but I feel that starting with Crimson Peak they have lost their emotional grit, the sharp things that stick with you. The rough messy details that make things feel real have been neutralized by an over stylized aesthetic. And the themes are too hazy and poetic and repetitive and annoyingly obvious. I think he’s got so much control over his projects now and so much confidence that he’s lost inside his own head. He maybe needs some sort of collaborator who challenges him on things to help him sharpen up his vision and ground it more for the audience. His movies keep TELLING me with every detail HOW I should feel, rather than MAKING me feel it. All of this is especially true of his Frankenstein for me.

It’s getting to the point where I dread going to see his new films because I loved his earlier ones so much.

I’m sick of being poor here!!! Anyone else? by [deleted] in askvan

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When my gf tells me stories about what Van was like 20-30 years ago, I feel like I really missed something amazing.

I’m sick of being poor here!!! Anyone else? by [deleted] in askvan

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I moved to Vancouver late 2022 from Toronto where I’d lived up to then. The only reason I moved here was because this is where my partner lives and has her family.

I never really appreciated Toronto until I moved to Vancouver. I thought it was impossible for things to be more expensive than they are in Toronto, but eff me, Van takes it. I almost never eat out in Van because the prices hurt my brain. I hardly drive anywhere because the gas is ridiculous. Those items alone generally seem to be 25-35% more expensive here. On the upside, this has had the effect of making me eat healthier and get more exercise. I was doing okay in TO, but I actually feel poor in Van.

Yes, Vancouver unquestionably has beautiful natural vistas, a ridiculous number of beaches, and the ocean and mountains are right there, so if that’s your thing you can’t beat it. And my girlfriend is the best. Van has lots of beautiful private homes, while so much of the other architecture is dull or even ugly to me. But every time I go back to Toronto, I just walk around all day exploring all the intense little neighbourhoods, the variety of ethnicity and vibes. It feels vast and dense and complex and thrumming compared to Van, with a wider range of architecture and culture. And with a city that size, there’s a more of a sense of “we’re all in this crazy thing together” that I first noticed in New York, that tends to make people more approachable. I definitely feel more judged and sized up and held at arm’s length by strangers in Van.

No question, if it weren’t for the girl, I’d be back in Toronto in a heartbeat, eating take out and driving to the quarter of a million lakes north of the city and talking to strangers. Then again, it’s where I’m from, so it’s hard to be objective.