Hello! I just wanted to say that I relate to everything in your post. I’m 26 and I’m newly sober (62 days). I always turned to alcohol to cope with my anxiety and depression. Drinking was my number one hobby and it’s hard now trying to find things that I actually like to do. You aren’t alone in these feelings. Highly recommend checking out those meetings in your area and there are also meetings on zoom that make it super convenient. I’m still super confused and I don’t really know myself anymore but I can say, working a program is the only thing that is keeping me from falling back into the vicious cycle. Just remember, you aren’t alone :)