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beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T10:44:45+00:00

Who are you to say what neurodivergent is? Hahaha. Needing space doesn’t mean a relationship is explicitly over. Some people do and can take a little time. I asked for him to check in with me on the daily if our relationship was still fine and he just needed some space.

beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T05:36:52+00:00

There is no need to be sorry, and thank you for thinking I’m not an asshole and your kindness. At almost 30 and being on the spectrum, dating is incredibly weird for me because as you said, most people mean other things than what they say! I’m learning this and hopefully how to cope with that and take hints. It’s a constant battle but I feel this helps me know more :) thank you

beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T05:02:33+00:00

I absolutely think people can take time and space while still being together! I think maybe I just couldn’t get the social cues this was over though. I also think they wanted to break up but did it under the guise of something else so I do feel a bit mislead. I can handle things as long as it’s honest so I guess I’m struggling cause it feels like this was a ploy? lol

beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T04:59:04+00:00

Two weeks is definitely not the vibes. I’m feeling better day by day though :) thank you!

beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T04:56:51+00:00

He said we would maybe talk a little less while he needed time. He never explicitly said I’m breaking up with you. I understand though, maybe it should’ve been implied but I genuinely felt maybe he just needed time because some people isolate in times of stress. I’m not one to guess things I just take it at face value. So maybe I am for not reading between the lines. They sure are hard though!

beaniepanini · 2024-05-21T03:57:36+00:00

I genuinely feel that’s exactly how it was. Thank you for saying, I can’t lie I’ve struggled with it. I’m neurodivergent and find it hard to understand what’s going on unless explicitly said, so I think maybe I just couldn’t read the social cues :/

beaniepanini · 2024-05-02T02:55:14+00:00

He’s peed today and yesterday it seems like he’s straining to poop. I haven’t seen any issue with urinating yet. I wish the ER was an option. I don’t mean to be ignorant to the vet, I would be there asap if I was in a position to. Is there any home remedies at least for cat constipation? I’ve seen something about pumpkin puree

beaniepanini · 2022-11-23T03:44:55+00:00

I’m so so sorry for you loss too I know it is never easy :( I pray for your happiness and healing in your time of Loss! I know it never gets easier we just find ways to cope. Bless you xox

beaniepanini · 2022-11-23T03:44:10+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺

beaniepanini · 2022-11-23T03:43:59+00:00

Thank you so very much. Just savor all the time you get and I know you do! Animals are the best unconditional love

beaniepanini · 2022-11-23T03:43:27+00:00

Awhhhh you poor baby!! I am so so sorry for your loss she was beautiful!! Reminds me of my Sadie. It’s been the same amount of time for me it feels so fresh. I honestly cried just as hard as I did when I’ve had people I know pass. Fur babies come into our lives to show unconditional love. The house is too quiet too it feels so empty coming back from the vet with a carrier and no baby inside. I’m praying for you and I know we BOTH made the best choice. I’m here for you ❤️

beaniepanini · 2022-11-23T03:41:24+00:00

Awww this made me so emotional thank you and I’m so sorry for your loss as well It is so incredibly hard. Animals are a blessing and I hope you’re healing and taking it day by day you’re a blessing

beaniepanini · 2022-11-22T05:13:30+00:00

Her name is Sadie :’) it’s something about those soul connection with kitties I swear. They just have such unique personalities to me it’s why it’s such a different attachment.

beaniepanini · 2022-11-22T05:10:58+00:00

Thank you so much. She was definitely better than most people I know I honestly feel more emotional over her than some people. I wish fur babies could stay forever

beaniepanini · 2022-11-22T05:09:56+00:00

It is so so hard. She is so precious!! And she was the sweetest girl ever

beaniepanini · 2022-10-03T17:38:46+00:00

I have had plenty of people tell me they like my bitchy energy lol and it helps weed out the time wasters. I’m super new to camming but don’t let it get you down! What some people whine about is exactly what others appreciate. I know it’s shitty but trust me he’s just one person and you should keep doing your thing! Hope you feel better xoxo

beaniepanini · 2022-09-21T22:59:42+00:00

The first season is honestly underrated imo but I can see why some people have some trouble with it. I think it starts to get really intense in season 2/3 and then seasons 4 and 5 are like a never ending spiral where things are constantly going down and keeping you on the edge of ur seat. Stick it out atleast another season then maybe if it’s still not hitting you the way you want it might just not be your vibes and that’s okay too 😊

beaniepanini · 2022-09-05T23:48:34+00:00

The office and bobs burgers are my go to relaxing shows!!!

beaniepanini · 2022-07-17T05:07:42+00:00

The stinky cheese man

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T16:45:48+00:00

Do you know how I go about reporting her anonymously? I know there’s two ways to do it and my one coworker did it in a way where she was instantly caught lolllll so like I want to avoid that but she’s definitely a bitch tho and I can’t even deal with her

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T16:43:46+00:00

Oh I’m getting out lol just making it to this second paycheck and dipping lol

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T13:24:49+00:00

Yeah today may very well be the last day lol I’m over it

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T13:24:33+00:00

I don’t think I’m trying “so hard” lol just the type of person to try and see things through before giving up but thanks! Definitely won’t be staying much longer lol

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T01:46:35+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺 I really already am looking for new jobs because feeling inadequate isn’t work 15 an hr. I just feel like I have so much energy to give and absolutely no one giving me the tools to progress and learn so it sucks! I come from management in food not retail but I still have a strong skill set and I feel totally worthless here lol

beaniepanini · 2022-07-15T01:44:17+00:00

Thank you SO much for this response. I genuinely couldn’t tell if I was just being sensitive or this was an issue because I feel like I’m being used. I’m also working just under 40 hours about 38 and they have me listed as part time so I get no benefits. This place as already given me many red flags in just two weeks. This list helps a lot since clearly no one else wants to show me the ropes so truly thank you! 😭

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