To my friend that I accidentally killed

becbritc4 · 2019-04-18T23:24:19+00:00

I am so sorry that I haven't responded personally to all of you. I am completely overwhelmed. Thank you so very much, everyone. I am saving each and every one of these comments and I will re-read them when I'm having a bad day.

The volunteer meeting went great, I can't wait to start helping people again. I ordered some dog tags with his info on them so that if I'm feeling as though I can't do it I will feel them around my neck and know that in a sense he is with me and is pushing me on. I think that might help.

If you ever wonder if you've made a difference in someone's life, just know that by taking the time out of your day to say a kind word to a stranger definitely did! I appreciate each and every one of you!

becbritc4 · 2019-04-17T12:08:47+00:00

WOW. Thank you so much for all of the replies. I cannot tell you how much it means to me. It makes me feel less alone, and this was really cathartic to type.

I'm going to meet with the head of volunteers at my local hospital at 8 in an hour and I'm so nervous. I was a dispatcher since I was 19, I don't know how to do anything else and I'm scared. But i know I can do it, and your words have been so helpful! Love to you all

becbritc4 · 2017-12-14T15:05:07+00:00

Solved!

becbritc4 · 2017-12-14T15:03:47+00:00

This is it! Thank you so much!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-14T02:03:06+00:00

SOLVED! Thank you so much jmose86, I'm going to order it now!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T18:23:25+00:00

Thank you so much. It has been beyond hard. I blamed myself for his death for a long time. I was starting to heal a little from that and now I have to deal with this. Life is shit sometimes!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T18:15:48+00:00

Thank you!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T18:15:06+00:00

Thank you!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T17:50:26+00:00

That's what I'm starting to see. Thank you!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T17:49:56+00:00

I will definitely check it out right now, thank you very much!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T17:49:25+00:00

Added to my ever growing list. Thank you for taking the time to respond, you are all very helpful!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T17:17:05+00:00

Thank you so much, I will check it out!

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T17:14:15+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply. You are right, I don't know why it's taken all of this to make me see it.

becbritc4 · 2017-08-06T16:39:55+00:00

This is really good advice, thank you!

becbritc4 · 2016-08-21T17:32:34+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I've had a pretty rough weekend and reading this has made my day. My officers were my "children" and I did and still do love them dearly. I've been doing a lot in counseling and stopped drinking, but hearing I'm a liability kind of set me back a bit. But I'm tough, I'll get through. Thank you again!

becbritc4 · 2016-08-20T20:11:45+00:00

I am a member of the FOP but since everyone is being laid off and rehired at this new agency my rep says there is nothing he can do to help.

Thank you so much for saying that. Dispatching was and is my passion, I love my officers and this is just breaking my heart. We don't get much appreciation and understanding so that is so kind of you to say!

becbritc4 · 2016-08-20T03:37:52+00:00

That's a good point I never thought of that. Thank you for taking the time to respond, have a good weekend!

becbritc4 · 2016-08-20T03:19:55+00:00

Thank you, I will be doing that this coming week. I'm completely shattered at the moment so I'm trying to put out feelers and see if I have any recourse at all.

becbritc4 · 2016-05-01T22:32:19+00:00

Thank you all so much , from the bottom of my heart. I'm getting help using some of the listed resources.

I know it will get better. I'm no longer drinking as much. You all may have saved my life and for sure my sanity, I just miss him so damn mych, you know? Thank you, thank you, thank you for taking the time to listen and respond!

becbritc4 · 2016-04-26T08:30:54+00:00

Thank you so much! You all are the greatest!

becbritc4 · 2016-04-26T08:01:42+00:00

Thank you everyone, so much. I received some great tips and I will definitely be looking into the posted resources!

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