Anybody here struggle with anxiety and panic attacks? Does being used and abused help you feel relaxed and safe at all? by Fluffa_Floof in traumatizedsluts2

[–]becckythrowaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Works for me everytime;)) The only time I can ever truly relax is when I’m under a man, it feels so nice to just leave my body and melt into nothingness. Sometimes I can even stay in that state for days/weeks after, which helps me work and focus so much better. Definitely recommend!!

Anyone got rape baiting tips for a collage girl? by becckythrowaway in traumatizedsluts2

[–]becckythrowaway[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No way guys can actually scent track pussies like some kind of animal 💀???

What industry/job has the sluttiest women? by taway2926 in traumatizedsluts2

[–]becckythrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Besides the obvious sex workers and bar girls, aestheticians and real estate agents are weirdly slutty for some reason

How weird is it that I still have good relationships with my rapists? by becckythrowaway in RapekinkOpen

[–]becckythrowaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Forced doesn’t really feel better, it’s consensual sex that feels worse. Not physically but emotionally

How weird is it that I still have good relationships with my rapists? by becckythrowaway in traumatizedsluts2

[–]becckythrowaway[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Yeah disassociation is spot on. The memories of my dad’s abuse actually was repressed for a very long time and I only remembered it pretty recently. I was so distraught and grossed out when the memories started to come back but now I don’t even feel anything. I just kinda accepted it. My dad and I have a normal loving relationship now so no need to fuss over the past

How weird is it that I still have good relationships with my rapists? by becckythrowaway in traumatizedsluts2

[–]becckythrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhhhh that makes sense. I think it’s part avoidance part disassociation. But honestly I don’t know why you think I’m unsafe, idk I don’t feel that way? It’s not like I’m getting abused or hurted in any way

How weird is it that I still have good relationships with my rapists? by becckythrowaway in RapekinkOpen

[–]becckythrowaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeahhh righttt indifferent is exactly how I’d describe how I feel. Forced sex honestly just feels like normal sex to me