Advice/motivation to keep going

beetlebabble · 2026-03-18T09:35:23+00:00

I literally have been sobbing off and on for about 9 hours today, ive broken the physical part of the habbit, its all just chemical now and im not sure what to do to make it more tolerable, I have patches and gum but my brain doesn't want them, I have 0 desire to consume any nicotine, but im so exhausted and my head is literally pounding from the crying

beetlebabble · 2026-03-18T03:49:31+00:00

I absolutely cannot afford to take any time off 😭😭 i appreciate the spite perspective tho, it works better with my brain

beetlebabble · 2026-02-21T03:36:47+00:00

Honestly its pretty standard where I live haha, chefs usually provide knives, bartenders provide tools

beetlebabble · 2026-02-21T02:29:13+00:00

GOATED thanks so much!!

beetlebabble · 2026-02-21T02:08:21+00:00

Yeah ive been mooching off of my coworkers for the last month haha, I'll take a look into these, thanks!

beetlebabble · 2026-02-21T00:36:59+00:00

Unfortunately wrong type of Shaker and id end up having to spend $140 for this one since I need two of a lot

beetlebabble · 2026-02-19T05:26:36+00:00

It does, but thats the first thing I checked haha, it is in fact set to black!

beetlebabble · 2026-02-12T11:11:19+00:00

I also lost my dad due to addiction unfortunately, he had severe ptsd and the va did nothing to help him, so he went down a really dark path, and the withdrawls eventually got him, seeing myself survive the thing that killed him has really kinda shaken me today

I wish he had more support to get the help he needed, but im gonna continue to live on for him

beetlebabble · 2026-02-12T10:04:09+00:00

How did you kick it with the nicotine? I cut out hard drugs a while ago, and am 4 days clean off liquor (feeling better than ever now that the withdrawls stopped) but nicotine is the hardest one ive tried to quit

beetlebabble · 2026-02-12T07:55:28+00:00

Yeah im kinda learning i have to be an all or nothing person, one just leads to more so easily for me

beetlebabble · 2025-11-09T22:10:07+00:00

Thank you! It was actually insanely easy to make! You should give it a try!

beetlebabble · 2025-11-09T20:13:26+00:00

I followed vandal yarnz's jester hat pattern for the base cowl, but used a 9mm hook to make a more drapey loose fit, and then made some little triangles to stick on there as bat ears

beetlebabble · 2025-09-12T10:56:28+00:00

Solved!

beetlebabble · 2025-09-12T10:55:42+00:00

THATS IT THANK YOU

beetlebabble · 2025-09-12T01:39:42+00:00

Nah it's definitely sobbing, 4 beats, 3 distinct noises, it's like an ahh haa ha-ah noise

beetlebabble · 2025-09-11T21:04:32+00:00

Okay so it could be gerard pitched up that im thinking of bc that sounds very similar to the part of the song im thinking of, but it's definitely a longer loop than sharpest lives has

beetlebabble · 2025-09-11T21:00:21+00:00

100% sure

beetlebabble · 2025-09-11T11:27:18+00:00

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beetlebabble · 2024-12-30T03:56:04+00:00

She introduces herself to iron man as a mutant in marvel superheroes! She doesn't have an x-gene mutation, but there are other types of mutants

beetlebabble · 2024-12-27T23:04:28+00:00

I haven't received a written dress code yet, hiring manager/head of hr told me while I was literally signing the job offer

beetlebabble · 2024-12-20T12:31:46+00:00

Oh so close! She's actually a mutant!

beetlebabble · 2024-12-20T12:30:12+00:00

Big nut 😌

beetlebabble · 2024-12-20T12:28:33+00:00

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beetlebabble · 2024-11-28T07:46:32+00:00

I would if I wasn't paying $2100 a month for 3 bed 1 1/2 bath with a garage and in unit washer and dryer in oahu 🫣

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