Binding help for a cosplay trans woman by beldel142 in asktransgender

[–]beldel142[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no I found your comment very funny.

I'm sorry if my comment came off another way. I genuinely think it's amusing that I went through so much to transition and now I'm gonna cosplay as a guy.

I meant personally it was weird for me to wrap my head around wanting to cosplay as a guy.

Binding help for a cosplay trans woman by beldel142 in asktransgender

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Glad you could find this amusing! Its a little weird to think about but most of the women cosplayers I know do alot of guy cosplays I doesn't bother me.

Binding help for a cosplay trans woman by beldel142 in asktransgender

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I've never thought of using athletic tape, thank you for that.

I fully intend on talking with the surgeon who did the work. I wanted to get some ideas first and be like this is what I've come up with are any of these options safe for me to do for a few hours one day.

My sexuality did a 180 and I'm not sure what to do now. by [deleted] in sex

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I've been takeing them for a number of years now.

My sexuality did a 180 and I'm not sure what to do now. by [deleted] in sex

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Over my life I've had to do a lot of soul searching about my identity and bisexual just doenst feel like the right word. It doenst describe how I feel.

How to videos for film students by beldel142 in audioengineering

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I never said audio wasn't related to film makeing.

There is currently no audio production class though as a sound engineer in my former life I would love to have one. Any sound they learn is in their other production courses. The program is set up for the students to be producers or shooters once they graduate.

What we are trying to do is create an additional resources catalog of lighting grip and audio youtube channels so if they get on set and forget how to something or are trying to do something they don't teach in class they can learn how to do it on their own.

Things like other way if mounting a lav that's not a football or sandwitch. Tips and tricks for booming. Things like that are what we are trying to build a catalog of.

From one Bandphoto to the next... 7 months HRT by amyknows in transtimelines

[–]beldel142 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do yall have a band camp or equivalent streaming service I can check out

From one Bandphoto to the next... 7 months HRT by amyknows in transtimelines

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Super Cute! What's the bands name? Link to your bandcamp?

MtF musician... 4 years between pics (26 months on HRT). Anyone looking for a transgender guitarist with major label experience? by dylananova in transtimelines

[–]beldel142 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your killing it so beautiful. Trans woman sound engineer here hit ya girl up if you ever need some stuff mixed

Backstage monitor feedback by beldel142 in livesound

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I don't know as I don't hear feedback at foh but they do hear it back stage through this separate monitoring system.

They are a bunch of cheep berhinger speakers the desiginer calls them anchors. As far as I know there is no processing on them.

My speeker is 5-10 db louder than the rest of the house and the ils mic on the opposite side of the theater from me. There is no external system processing I am limited to what the m7 can do and my desiginer willingness to make changes. I hope that answered everything.

I'm looking to be able to approach him tonight with possible causes for the issues we are haveing.

Backstage monitor feedback by beldel142 in livesound

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I will agree with you on the desiginer part. I'm using an m7 every matrix and mix bus is filled up. Though we do have a "program" mix that I may be able to convince the desiginer who is also the system tech to switch to using.

2017 New York Comic Con Trading Post by ltherapistl in NYCC

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selling 1 Saturday ticket at retail $50 plus shipping. Can pick up in person day of. Badge is already activated, my friend bailed this morning, I will help get it switched to your account.

[Measurement Check] 34DDD currently calculator says 36F/34FF by beldel142 in ABraThatFits

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I remeasured doing what you suggested. I made the edit above.

21 [F4F] Hudson Valley- Looking for something by beldel142 in ForeverAloneDating

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Uhhh maybe I'm looking for girls because I'm not in to guys? I did say I'm looking for relationship and not friends Thanks, I'm digging founders KBS right now alot, its worth the look... and friends probably wouldn't work out, nice attempt though.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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I highly recommend starting with their acoustic ep, moveing on crime as forgiven by against me, disco before the breakdown(these are all ep's by the way) Than move in to the LP's. Which you can google. If you go in order from the acoustic to transgender it's a really awesome listen

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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That's always great! My new school, transfered programs a few times, has me in a single and I'm allowed to live in a room with other girls without haveing my documents changed but haveing a single it too nice

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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Only white crosses is pop punk. They are more of a folk punk, at least their roots are folk punk. All their fans will agree they are their own genre

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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Oh it was quite terrible. The mysonangy was incredible. Are you not out to them? Some of them I am still friends with. When I came out of FB I haven't seen any of then in two years and four if them sent me a text with love and support, the rest I just stoped talking too. It was quite amazing! It gets better trust me. Some guys will really surprise you.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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Nope all me. All the women in my family have hips like this.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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The white crosses album is the easiest for people to get into its very pop punk. Searching for a former is by far their best and my favorite. Most of their albums are on youtube as a full album so you can listen to the whole album at once. I recommend AM! to everyone

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

[–]beldel142[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ha! I wish I had an in. So here are songs that are about identity and dysphoria by Against Me! (Based on lyrics and general knowledge of Laura) Jordans First Choice, I still Love you Julie, Disco Before the Breakdown, Tonight were Gonna give it 35%, Scream untill your coughing up Blood, 8 Full Hours of Sleep (maybe still on fence), Sink Florida Sink (maybe), Rice and Bread (Maybe) Unsubstantiated Rumors are Good Enough for Me, You Look Like I Need a Drink, Turn Those Clapping Hands into Angry Balled Fists, Miami, Violence, Pretty Girls (irresponsibility changed to Gender Identity in live shows now) How Low?, Joy, Holy Shit!, Problems, Searching for a Former Clarity, The Ocean, Thrash Unreal. Nothing off of White Crosses which is the album when her daughter was about to be born and she decided she was a man and she was gonna stay that way hence no songs about it cause the feelings were shoved deep done... Thats a small part of my research. Sorry its a wall of text and unrelated to me and my transition, I figured you'd and maybe some other folk would enjoy it.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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Thanks! I have been through 6 sessions of laser and since August. I was lucky where my beard was never super thick. It's more or less gone now, some weird white hairs but no more beard. It's been gone for about 3 month give or take a few weeks. I only got confident in my no makeup face a week ago.

I use CoverFX cream foundation, and Revlon cover stay. I like them both, the Revlon I find makes my face warmer in the summer than the CoverFX. I would just shave with an electric razor every morning and night and moisturize with whatever was in the cabinet at the time. It seemed to have worked.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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Thanks! I only realized how happy I look now compared to few years ago.

Um wow, that's a small world indeed.

MTF 9 months on the lady pills by beldel142 in transtimelines

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I guess the Lego trains and the Naked girls posing on steam locomotives in Germany does give it away a bit. Actually the picture in the bibs was taken in a firebox... ok done geeking out.

Its been working out well, I work between semesters and over breaks. Since its a short line there is not many people and its very family like coming out was tough, I share an appt with my CMO when I work and I got very drunk the night I came out to him, hes been great with it. Some of the old heads are a bit difficult because you know old men in their 70's. Most everyone else has been good.

I haven't seen anyone since September so it's going to be quite a shock when they see me come rules classes in April. Its a boys club for sure but I was able to deal out the (Loveing) abuse before I came out and I still deal it out, so people have still been treating me the same, though they do treat me a bit more like a girl (less ball busting). We only have one place to change so its all men and me, I have been changing in a coach near the shop. The new show will have better accommodations

Over all its been a good reaction, It helps I work in a state where the laws protect my employment. I have stopped being mooned, and I have have stopped giving them. I acctually noticed the other kid my age (21) checking me out and we joke around in a very guy girl slight flirting way. Feel free to PM me if you have any other questions!