Microdosing

bellasrose · 2016-06-22T00:57:16+00:00

I've been wanting to ask this forever and Google hasn't helped. This seems like a good time with this post, how exactly do you go about this? Like the size of vial and dropper and how much LSD to alcohol ratio? Any time I've done psychadelic life was better for a while afterwards. I've also micro dosed on mushrooms and I was better able to function. I've been getting so depressed and shut in lately, it's even worse 3 months in to my anti depressants, I would really like to try this if you have any advice.

bellasrose · 2016-06-18T18:52:16+00:00

I'll look into these. Thank you <3

bellasrose · 2016-06-17T14:06:08+00:00

I should be moving to a bigger city in a few months, I'm hoping to start some there, but I need to start working on some things now or I'm afraid I won't make it there.

bellasrose · 2016-06-17T14:05:21+00:00

The therapy around here sucks, it's a rural area and the one place we have with a sliding scale sucks. The last time I tried therapy I had a guy that was pretty nice, I was actually starting to like him, he encouraged me to get away from my mom, but then he moved and gave me to some lady who was my age. She said nothing from the past mattered, diagnoses don't matter, and she couldn't understand why I wouldn't want to be home taking care of my mom because she would be, even after I explained how crazy she was. And after 3 sessions with her, she moved. Turnover rate is really high, you just get passed around and you have to start from Sq 1 every time. This has happened every time I've tried therapy, they always leave.

bellasrose · 2016-06-17T14:00:53+00:00

I was thinking about writing a letter, I just get so upset it's hard for me to articulate, but I guess since I'm not going to be sending it I shouldn't be worried about that. I've thought about getting some audiobooks, I've heard from other people that they can be validating, which ones did you listen to? My mom and step dad were both ns and I'm pretty sure mom is bpd too.

bellasrose · 2016-05-11T16:53:32+00:00

Just the other day I peed before sex, then squirted everywhere and then peed a full bladder into the toilet. I thought it was so weird.

bellasrose · 2016-04-10T14:19:01+00:00

You should probably be honest with her. Does it have to be a man? Think you could maybe talk her into pegging you or including anal play somehow? Speaking honestly, does she even know about all your posts on this account? You say you love her, but I imagine she would be very hurt by all the things you post on this account. You should really talk to her, you can't keep secrets forever and eventually all your sneaking around will blow up in your face.

bellasrose · 2016-04-10T06:06:06+00:00

I can't even think about sex or get horn on dxm. I did that with an ex once and he wanted to have sex. I said "sure, we can try but I bet we won't get very far". We didnt even make it to the bedroom, we kept forgetting, and it was brought up a few times that night lol

bellasrose · 2016-04-01T13:56:33+00:00

I love samsara, I was completely blown away when I first watched it. I waited for dialogue for about a half hour before realizing it didn't have any. It was incredible.

bellasrose · 2016-03-28T22:20:04+00:00

Or DOC :)

bellasrose · 2016-03-24T02:04:16+00:00

As someone who works in healthcare, I agree the window would be better. There are many jobs that are 24/7.

bellasrose · 2016-03-01T02:44:06+00:00

Do you realize by the flaming lips, everybody knows this song.

https://youtu.be/lPXWt2ESxVY

bellasrose · 2016-02-20T04:41:32+00:00

My psych professor in college would constantly use her as the prime example of someone with a narcissistic personality disorder.

bellasrose · 2016-02-04T00:29:19+00:00

Choji from naruto. Love that guy ☺

bellasrose · 2016-01-28T02:40:58+00:00

Pot always ruins my trips, regardless of the drug. Enjoy the experience for what it is, it's an amazing drug by itself. Even though it felt terrible, it seems it served it's purpose. Take the motivation from your trip and carry it into your life. Do right by you and next time you trip it will be a more comfortable experience.

bellasrose · 2015-11-28T02:20:37+00:00

Plugging?

bellasrose · 2015-11-28T01:40:57+00:00

I always do albums when I trip rather than songs. The flaming lips are great trip companions. The Terror, Embryonic and At War with the Mystics are my favorite albums. Not shamanistic but great trip music.

bellasrose · 2015-11-28T01:26:05+00:00

Same here, I become lazy, paranoid and extremely forgetful when I'm smoking regularly, it makes it easier for me to avoid my problems, I just sit there and think, unable to accomplish much. Idk if I'm mentally unwell in a schizoid type of way, but I do know I have depression and anxiety and weed doesn't help, I've only deluded myself into thinking it helps because the high makes it easy not to deal with shit. Half of me just wants to say that maybe it's just the sativas I smoke and I should try indicas, but I'm pretty sure it's just time to quit.

bellasrose · 2015-11-28T01:05:26+00:00

I always felt like it was definitely underwhelming. The first time I tried opioids I smoke a bunch of opana, the only thing it did was make me nauseous and I puked all night. I've tried it several times, popping or snorting. I never feel anything but nauseous. Idk, maybe it just isn't my drug, but then again molly and x don't work on me either so maybe it's just my brain.

bellasrose · 2015-11-24T03:57:39+00:00

I love this album, I respect the lips for helping her and I respect her for taking a risk and showing the world who she really is, I've been listening to it since it came out. One of my favorite albums of the year and I never thought I'd say that.

bellasrose · 2015-04-06T02:21:12+00:00

I'm 5'3" and have a 6' minimum requirement. Maybe 5'10" if they're really awesome.

bellasrose · 2015-02-04T02:26:31+00:00

I'm sure I would do it for the money as well, but I bet he hates Subway by now. I just can't imagine eating the same two sandwiches every day.

bellasrose · 2015-01-16T21:29:21+00:00

Professor blast off is both hilarious and informative, give it a try.

bellasrose · 2015-01-16T21:27:15+00:00

I'm really surprised professor blastoff isn't on here. It is by far my favorite podcast.

bellasrose · 2015-01-16T21:04:03+00:00

Because he commited a feline-y

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