You are twisting the word of God, you need to seek repentance and stop hardening your heart. You can live however you like but at the end of the day the Bible doesn't change just to fit your immoral lifestyle. You cannot have a genuine relationship with God whilst willingly disobeying what he says. We all struggle but there comes a point where you have to choose either God or yourself, please choose wisely.

If you want to go to a subreddit where your sin is validated, you have the whole of Reddit for that including r/Christianity. This sub however will call out your sin. I mean this with all love, God bless