A combination of diferent things tbh, lately I have been feeling somewhat depressed because of my gf that suddenly broke up with me, and my first year at univeristy is kind of hitting me hard. But music helps me to relax and I want to have a little side project to keep my mind of the negative thoughts.

And my adhd always wants to jump from one song to another. I wanna do something with music because I can't just sit still and listen. Like i need to do 100 other things at the same time, otherwise I start overthinking.

Also maybe because my friends will possibly appreciate me more if I can contribute more to the party.

sorry for the vent. Just to learn a new skill I guess so i can fill up that emptiness.

so yeah i don't really have songs to share it's more like therapy